Fix You// Minsung

Twenty Six 🌻

The car ride home wasn't much better. Minho hadn't uttered a word and neither of the two others in the car wanted to speak either.

Minho had his hand on the car seat as he looked out the window. Jisung wanted to hold it, let him know he was there for him. But he didn't know if that was too much right now.

He placed his hand down beside Minhos, his pinky finger laced over Minhos. They both didn't move.

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Jisung's mom was waiting for them the moment the got out of the car.

"Are you two alright?" She hurried to ask. Jisung gave her a look as Minho looked to the ground finding it more interesting than everything around him.

He shook his head and his mom nodded.

Jisung walked with Minho over to his room. Minho opened the door and left it that way, Jisung followed in and closed it behind him.

"Hyung?" Jisung asked once they were alone.

No response.

"Hyung?" He spoke again, no response. He frowned. "Are you alright?"

Minhos shoulders moved. Once. Then three times, then his whole body started to shake. Jisung saw Minho bring a hand up to his face.

Jisung's eyes widened and he rushed to the elder. "Hyung?" He said more softly. He had a glance of Minhos face and there he saw Minho crying.

Tears streamed down the boy's face rapidly. Jisung could tell Minho was trying to surpress his crying with his mouth being covered tightly.

He reached up and removed the hand and held it in his own rubbing circles on the back of it.

One sob let out of Minho and it must've been one of the most painful cries Jisung ever heard.

Minho turned around and threw himself into Jisung. His head buried into the younger's chest as hysterical sobs came out of him.

Jisung felt like crying too. But he didn't want to do that in front of Minho, he had to be strong right now, Minho needed it.

Jisung wrapped his other arm around Minhos back and pulled him closer. He hushed softly as Minho continued to cry. "It's okay... Everything is okay" he whispered lightly.

Minho squeezed Jisung's hand that he held tightly. He didn't believe anything Jisung was telling him, but it at least made him feel slightly better about the whole thing.

Jisung brought them to sit on the bed. That way it was more comfortable. Jisung felt his top go completely wetter minute by minute as Minho poured out every emotion he held onto.

"Minho, love" Jisung pulled back slightly from Minho to have a look at his face. Jisung's heart broke. Minho's face was swollen and red, his eyes were bloodshot and glossed over from the tears he shed.

"Stop..." Minho said so fragile. Jisung put any of his surprised thoughts aside and continued to comfort Minho.

"Take a deep breath for me" Jisung motioned a deep breath getting Minho to follow. He did as shown and slowly, Minho returned to a relaxed state. That didn't mean he felt any better.

Jisung intertwined their fingers at some point but not one let go. Jisung brought his other free hand up and cupped Minhos face.

He wiped away the tears on the elders cheeks and then just caressed his thumb gently back and forth. "You're okay Now"

Minho wanted to cry again but instead he leaned in and hugged Jisung. It was so warm but needy at the same time.

Minho didn't do anything but leave himself holding onto the younger. He pulled away slightly and left his head resting on Jisung's shoulder.

"that stuff she said isn't true...." Minho said but it was more like he was trying to convince himself it wasn't true. Jisung ran his hand through Minho's hair. "It isn't true at all, you're perfect the way you are"

Minho didn't believe that either. All he's known since he was 13 was to be someone he wasn't.

"But I'm not..." He replied. Jisung chuckled. "You most certainly are" He stated. Minho tried to find some belief in Jisung's words but it was difficult.

"You need some rest"

The sky had darkened by the time Minho was finished crying. In fact the pair never realised that it had been about an hour since they got home.

"Why do you care so much...." Minho mumbled as Jisung was getting out Minho's pajamas. He heard him.

"Because you mean something to me, I have the right to care for you.. No?" he replied.

Minho didn't respond to that he had no energy left.

Jisung handed him his pajamas and smiled "Change into these, imma go change into mine too" He said.

Minho nodded and followed what Jisung told him. "You're not leaving are you?"

Jisung looked at Minho. "I'll be back, I promise"

Once gone, Minho focused on changing his clothes other than anything else.

Jisung was soon back as promised and with a small smile he had brought some snacks and a laptop. "We could either sleep or watch a movie"

Minho felt warm from the gesture.

"Would we even fit in one single bed?" He asked. Jisung nodded "Yeah" he reassured. "I've had sleepovers before with people and sharing a single bed wasn't an issue"

The pair both got under the covers. Jisung didn't expect it, but Minho leaned against his shoulder

"... I wanna be held for a little bit..."He admitted. He felt so fucking embarrassed. Jisung didn't seem to mind though making him feel less embarrassed than he was.

"What movie do you wanna watch?" Jisung asked as he scrolled through Netflix.

Minho pointed at Mamamia and a low chuckled followed "You like Mamamia?"

"Is there a problem with that?" Minho asked sadly. Jisung shook his head "Not at all love" He clicked on the film and it slowly Began.

As the opening scene of the main character singing with the ocean view ahead of her, Minho wrapped his arms around Jisung.

They cuddled. Jisung wanted to scream. Now that he had admitted to liking Minho a little bit, all of this seemed so much... Different.

He heard Minho hum along to the song playing and Jisung smiled softly. "You have a nice voice"

"I hummed" Minho deadpanned. Jisung shrugged a little "Still sounded great to me"

Minho just made a small noise as a reply, now completely drained of energy.

It didn't take too long for them to fall asleep after.

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Yay they're finally going somewhere other than dissing each other :D

I'm so tired lads😭 I feel like I could sleep for two days without waking up omg

Anyway hope you're all doing fine xx

Thanks for readingggg