If only I knew...

my hero

Months passed, we talked to eachother more and more

After school, at night, basically every day. I get more comfortable and we start exchange voice mails,

Which is me getting out of my comfort zone but my poor writing skills in Russian played a very important role

We talk about everything, bonding over littlest things like our favourite foods and colors

There was a funny situation when my sister was so sure she's older than him

She is 2 years older than me and so is he, he was born in September and my sister was born in October which makes him one month older than her

It is still so embarrassing for her hahahah

He played basketball, could cook and was basically everyone's ideal crush but there was one thing I hate I him till this day...

His hair

It is short and stands like grass we call it a "lawn"

I asked him numerous times to grow his hair out but I obviously can't force him

It didn't feel hard for us to bond even though we lived in different countries, he protected me even from there

There were numerous creeps in my school ofcourse and they message me

I told me to tell him if someone bothers me and 12 year old me obviously did

What do you think a 14 year old boy who didn't know English could do?

He told him to not to bother me haha

But he was still a hero in my eyes

I asked to show me what that creep replied but he refused

After some time he finally sent me a screenshot with their conversation, I don't remember the creep's reply, his broken English and my gold fish memory played a role

But I distinctly remember the word "s*x" being there

I was so pure and innocent at that time. He protected me from the creep and tried not to show me their conversation

If only I knew that someday I will have to protect myself from him one day...

If only I knew...