Hearts on Hire (Completed)

Shattering Of Love

Off had enough of Mew being stupid so he confronted him, "Bro, what the hell is wrong with you?"

"What do you mean?"

"All those posts on Instagram?"

"Can't I post pics with my friend?"

"Yes, you can but not with those captions."

"They are just friendly-"

"There's nothing friendly about it. I'm your best friend and have you ever posted about me like that? No, because that's how you refer to your lover not friend."

"Calm down, Off. It's not that big of a deal. I just want to make Gulf jealous."

"Good for you but dont drag someone else in your petty fight. Kale really likes you and you're taking advantage of that."

"We are friends. Can't friends go for movie or dinner?"

"He's your friend that's why you should at least care about his feelings. You know, he thinks you're reciprocating his feelings. Why the hell did you tell him you and Gulf broke up?"

"I just said that in anger. I didn't mean it."

"But he doesn't know that. He believes that you're single. Mew, you're playing him."

"That's not true." Mew said indignantly.

"You very well know it is. I thought you're better person than this. Just because you're hurt doesn't give you right to crush someone else's heart. Kale may never trust anyone again because of what you're doing to him. Do you even see how he looks at you? Like you are the best thing in his life."

"I never told him that I liked him. I never lead him on."

"You don't have to tell him. You practically spend every day with him, you take him out for dinner and movies, you post his pics with sweet and cheesy captions, you go partying with him every weekend, you attend every one of his basketball games. Aren't these enough for him to reach that conclusion?"

"Friends do all of those things too."

"They don't post pics of hugging and holding hands all the time, do they?"

"That's just for pics. I don't do it all the time."

"Why are you even doing it? If you've problem with Gulf then tackle it head on. Confront him directly instead of playing these mind games."

"It's all Gulf's fault. He doesn't care about me anymore."

"Then talk to him. Get angry with him. But don't play with someone's feelings like this. Kale doesn't deserve this. All he talks about is you. That guy is such a good soul and he deserves his own love story instead of being used for revenge." With that said Off left Mew sitting in his room contemplating about what Off had just told him.

He knew what he was doing was terrible yet he didn't stop. That night he went to party with Kale to this club and had just posted their pic with caption- 'Best night out with my favorite guy.' He was about to go dancing when he was dragged back by his arm and crashed into someone and he looked up to see Gulf looking angry as hell.

"Why are you here? When did you co-" Mew was cut short because Gulf crashed their lips together but it wasn't a gentle and loving kiss. This one was full of anger and hurt. He bit Mew's lips making him moan in pain and deepened the kiss while Mew tried to push him away. His arms were around Mew's waist in bruising hold. They parted away as both of them were breathing heavily.

"Gulf, what the hell? When did you come back? You-"

Gulf kissed him again, pulling him closer to the point that there was no space between them. Mew's brain was fogged with alcohol and pleasure so he let Gulf do as he pleased. He knew he was supposed to demand answers from Gulf but he couldn't ignore The fact that he had missed Gulf like hell. The place was packed and lights were dim so no one really paid attention to two of them but Mew knew it would be too much when Gulf pushed his hand inside Mew's shirt.

"Gulf not here."

But Gulf didn't stop instead he bit Mew on neck, sucking on the bruise making him moan. It felt too good to stop but Mew knew they shouldn't do it here not before they sort out their issues, "Gulf, please.....ahhhh.... n-not here."

Gulf stopped sucking on his neck and dragged him to the male restroom. Mew was flabbergasted when Gulf pushed him inside and locked it. He had thought Gulf was taking him home. He didn't want to do it here, it felt wrong. He wanted their lovemaking to be special and doing it here seemed crass. He looked at Gulf's face, he didn't look happy or even interested in what they had been doing. He had such cold expression on his face that those kisses and roaming hands made Mew feel cheap.

It was like Gulf was showing him his place, it was like the punch to his gut. He had thought they would sort out everything when Gulf came back. He knew Gulf was angry with him but so was he. Gulf had hurt him too so he should apologize to him first. It was really childish of him but compared to Gulf he was still a child. He had imagined them reconciling and making loving but things were getting weird here. Gulf hadn't even said a word to him yet. He hadn't told him he was coming back today either.

Gulf unbuttoned Mew's pant and pushed his hand inside. Mew closed his eyes in pleasure but opened them immediately in terror when he felt Gulf's finger brush against his rim. Mew looked at Gulf but he wasn't even looking at Mew instead he was staring at the wall. He was scared right now and he didn't know what to do or say.

"No. Me top." He couldn't even think of forming a complete sentence.

Gulf didn't reply to that but pushed his fingers against Mew's hole not entering him yet but enough to make him panic. He was scared beyond wits even though in the back of his mind he knew Gulf wouldn't do anything against his will.

"Stop. I'm sorry. Please stop, Gulf." Mew let out strangled cry as he felt this triggering his trauma.

Gulf pulled back his hands and took few steps back. He just stared at Mew who was crying hysterically now. He gently grasped Mew's wrist and led him to his car. He drove to Mew's house and Mew dashed out of the car without saying anything. He was glad he didn't run into Kit or Sarawat because he wasn't in mood to explain why he was crying. He locked his room and cried the entire night.

He could still remember the how scared he had been of Gulf, the man he loved so much. This side of Gulf he had never seen before. Gulf had been angry with him past but he never treated him this coldly. He knew he had done wrong by trying to make Gulf jealous but he was tired of keeping record of who had hurt whom. They both had been hurting each other and it was daunting on both of them. He didn't even realize when he fell asleep while staring at their picture he had as his phone's wallpaper.