Chapter 04 :: Pit of Despair

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Hazel's POV

It's midnight and I'm lying here crying about nothing, but at the same time, it's everything. Nothing's wrong, but nothing's right, either. I thought I was getting better, I honestly did.

But I'm just laying in bed at 3am, trying to figure out what the fuck just happened? It sucks because, for a minute was happy, for a minute i was getting better, for a minute had hope, but in a minute lost it all again.

"Aurora sweetie, please let me in!" Altas coaxed me. I just cried silently. Not a minute later, she heard his footsteps go away. I just wanted to fucking happy. I wanted to forget my past and move on.

It's hard to forget your past when it's written all over your body. I have more scars then friends. It's all thanks to you Luca that some of them have faded. The only on that remains is the one on my wrist.

I heard footsteps again, they stopped at the front of my door. I heard the doorknob twist. Fuck!!! How did have the keys. He ran towards me and hugged me. He mummered sweet things in ears until i calm down.

"You should leave. I'm not worth for any of trouble you would into" I whispered. "You are. You are worth all that trouble. You are worth walking through a fucking fire. Don't you see that?" He exhaled roughly through us nose.

"I will always love you, I will love you until the day I die-and if you're the one to kill me, then by all means, you should know without a trace of doubt you will not have turned me away. will have spent the final beat of my heart loving you, just as I always have. Only you, Aurora," he said, and she bent in anguish, resting her forehead against the still sluggish motion of his chest.

"Only you, forever, I promise."

Altas POV

She looks so peaceful sleeping on me. I wish I could stay like this forever. I wish I
time could stop. I took beautiful ring from my pocket. I slid the ring in her ring finger.

I fell for this beautiful girl, who was so much more than pretty. She was smart. She was funny. She was brave. She had a past that wasn't all that lovely, yet she still put a smile on her face and never looked back.

She was a lionhearted girl, and as much as she liked to say she didn't deserve him, he often felt it was the other way around.

Five years ago on April sixteenth, I met the prettiest girl I had ever seen in my entire life. She was so shy and sweet, her eyes captivated me and her smile, her smile was perfect. She was perfect, even when she cried.

And every day since, I contemplated. Do I tell her? How do I tell her? That I'm so madly in love with her. To ask her to be mine. You're the first thing I think about in the morning, and the last thing I think about at night, and all the spaces in between.

You were always meant to be with me, always were, always will. I'll never want to be with anyone else, never ever, ever.She's gonna forever say "I got this" even with tears in her eyes.

No one knew the battle she fought inside of her every day, but no matter how dark it got, she kept her smile and shined her light for anyone who needed it, even though she knew she was the one who needed it the most.

She hides all her problems behind a smile. Behind her smile is a world of pain and hurt. You think you know her,  but you really have no idea.

She doesn't talk much now...Maybe it's because nobody listened to her when she has so many things to tell. "Your flaws are beautiful. You are beautiful just the way you are.I love you just the way you are."  I whispered to her.

I remember when I asked her how did she got that scar on her wrist. She hesitated but opened up to him. "i don't trust easily so when i tell you i trust you don't make me regret it" She said.

At last she said this," If I ever tell you about my past, it's never because I want you to feel sorry for me, but so you can understand why I am who I am."

"Tada~" I jumped with a extremely funny face— in attempt to make her laugh. I placed the tray full of her favourite items. It's 1:00 PM. So i guess we're having lunch. I made spicy tteokbokki along with twigim and kimchi.

Her favourite foodstuffs. She loved Korean cuisine, she loved everything about South Korea. Her dream place was South Korea. Well enough of SK talks. "Come on! You gotta eat, i made this with so much love"

I curled my lips in a cute pount, making her giggle. Aw, she so freaking cuteeee.
I pulled into passionate kiss. She kissed  back in no time. The kiss was full of love and affection. She pulled back, both of us chuckled loudly.

"Last bite, okay?" She opened her mouth wide. "Good girl" I complimented. "Altas, wha-what if they come he-here?" Tears welled in her eyes. My heart broke seeing the sight. "Do you think I let them take you?" Closing her eyes tightly, she engulfed me tight in her arms.

The bell door rang as they predicted. She glanced at me, tears dripping down on her cheeks. "Rest assured" I mummered. The bell rang furiously, as she clutched my shirt. The wooden door fell on the ground making a thudd sound.

She whimpered as she heard loud footsteps.

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