Consequences

Shudders| part 1

"Oh god Em you stare at that boy way too much" Ivy giggled to herself for a second and then turned to look at me her brown eyes shining teasingly "if you like him you should talk to him"
I shuddered and looked back to the table where the boy who had been the only thing I thought about for the past two weeks sat. Carter. He was so angelic.
"Oi Emery hey over here" ivy clicked her fingers in my face and looked both annoyed and a little tired " seriously Em you can barely go ten minutes without talking about or looking at him" the lunch hall was starting to fill up so we quickly nabbed a table before there where non left. I looked at my food it looked vaguely like curry but it was thick. I took a bite and then grimaced 'yuck' I thought.
"So when are you going to talk to him" Ivy teased again.
"Oh my god Ivy it's not like that I'm nervous"
I sighed and leaned my head into my hands looking down at the table my blond hair falling over my face.
"But girl you look so sad and desperate it's kinda depressing" she smiled reassuringly, but it didn't help. I looked back over to carter's table. He was smiling and laughing with his friends.
"Why do you even like him? Like I guess he's quite nice looking" she shrugged.
"He is incredible and breathtaking and so smart, kind, he's popular but not too popular he is nice to everyone but isn't afraid to let you know if you're being too difficult, his crazy sandy blond hair and crystal blue eyes are basically the perfect combinations, he is amazing" I sighed again a little embarrassed. Ivy looked amused "I don't see it," she said playfully I flicked her finger "you don't need to see it" exasperated I tried another bite of the curry sludge. Nope still gross.
Ivy started chattering about an upcoming party she was excited about I kind of tuned it out as I looked across the room and through the crowds of people to Carter's table.