Church's Light || ( Ruv X Reader)

Extras!!

Hey Readers! I'm glad that I was finally able to finish this fanfiction. As promised, I'm going to write a few short stories in this chapter!! Throughout these stories, I might write about some of my headcanons that Ruv and my Y/N character have. As always, I hope you all enjoy reading this.

--------------------------------

  Suggested by @XxWarriors_LoverxX ( For this story, I didn't want to do anything body related, just incase I made some readers uncomfortable. I also don't want people to overthink about themselves <3 )

Y/N's POV:

I stared at myself aggressively in the mirror. I adored my outfit, however, I still felt incredibly insecure. It had absolutely nothing to do with my body, I loved myself physically. However, I was worried about my personality. I felt as if I was too optimistic and positive. Usually being positive and optimistic wasn't a bad thing, but in my case, it felt like it was a bit much. 

"Y/N? Are you ready?" Sarv's voice called from behind the bathroom door. I frowned a bit, and eyed myself harder. Ever since Ruv and I started dating, I became extremely positive, and happy about everything. I didn't understand why though. This was all so new to me. 

"Y-Yeah! I'll be out in a moment!" I replied back. I heard Sarv's heels click against the floor as she walked away. I turned back to the mirror with my brows furrowed. God, why couldn't I be less positive? It hurts a bit. It's harder for me to realize negative things, and they're more surprising to me than others. They can also cause more damage to me.

I sighed, pushing away from the sink. I faced the door, ready to walk out. Before I could, someone knocked on the door. I told them they could come in, and they did as told. The person that entered the bathroom was Ruv. 

"Oh, hey!" I immediately felt a bit of my doubt and hatred for myself disappear at Ruv's presence. He nodded his head, acknowledging my greeting towards him. He shut the bathroom door behind him, and walked closer to me. He was wary of the amount of the space in the smaller room. 

"You seem extremely down today." Ruv bluntly pointed out. He leaned against the sink. My smile slowly left my face, as we sat in silence. He huffed, and looked directly at me. 

"Wanna talk about it?" He held his hand out, and I took it. He pulled me closer, into a hug. It caught me a bit off-guard, seeing as we had only ever hugged once or twice. I happily accepted it though. It felt nice.

"Well, lately, I've been feeling..." I stopped myself. Ruv looked down at me, with a brow raised. I could tell he was worried, and ready to listen. "...insecure." I finished. Ruv's hug became a bit tighter. 

"How so?" He asked.

"I've been feeling as if I'm too positive, and optimistic. While that's usually a good thing, because it's better to be optimistic than pessimistic, It's just been bothering me. I feel too oblivious and as if I'm a burden. I'm persistent that everything will be okay, and when I finally realize it isn't, it surprises me to an extreme amount, and negatively effects me a lot." I buried my face into Ruv's chest, and kept quiet after I spoke.

Ruv slowly traced his hand in a circular motion on my back. It did give me a comforting feeling, and I started to feel a bit calmer, knowing he was there to help me. I looked up at him, and his eyes were closed. He had a small frown, and seemed to be processing what I told him.