An Angel's Vice

Prologue - Candy's note

When God chooses you to come into this world, you have to commit fully until the very end. You're born for a reason, you're born to see it through. And if I were born into this life, despite my initial resistance to it, then it is my destiny that I only see it through. I am committed fully, now more than ever. If He did not want me here, I wouldn't be here. Every thing I do is to serve Him and my family, that's it. It ends there. I may not be the most polished Catholic in the Church, but I do have a conscience...unlike the woman who led me here. No matter what anybody says, I am a good person. I have a good heart and a soul that is still loved by God and repents when called upon to. You have to know that I am not all bad, you can't judge me too fast or even judge me at all. Look at yourself before you judge me. Everything I've ever done is never for nothing, I always have a reason and I am justified in that. You're not seeing everything that's in front of you clearly if you disagree, and I URGE you to look again.

If I have to die...if there is no reality where I live 'til I'm old with grandkids and my girl I'm happily married to before God takes her naturally, then I'm dying with some dignity, loaded bank accounts, territories in my name, a notorious reputation, and on my own terms with some honour and respect. I'm not like these hoodrats without a purpose, I'm not like that at all. I am a woman who has fought and has earned the right to do whatever the fuck I want, and to be served through and through. The kind of power I've bled for, I will use it to create the world I deserve to live in. I deserve people who show nothing but respect to me at all times otherwise all they'll have to show for is their body lying in an open casket. I am no longer a victim in this life, I refuse to be. This isn't a sad story, it is an empowering one. Don't pity me, I am a big girl. Don't you ever pity me. Save that for yourself.

Viva la Santa, la sangre del Santa...Vice Angeles.