This is based off a vision i had a while ago, it isnt true and is over exaggerated for the sake of the story. if you're struggling with anything mentioned within the story please get help, you're life is very very important, if you need someone to t...
Dear J, You probably guessed it's me with my scruffy hand writing. I just wanted to say I'm sorry. Before I apologise I want to thank you. Thank you for being the older brother I didn't realise I needed. Thank you for caring about me when it felt like the world was against me. Thank you for taking care of me each and every time I was in hospital. I couldn't have made it this far without you, you actually gave me a reason to live, every since I was 15, when I first met you, you've been the reason that I held on for so long.
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I'm sorry I'm leaving you here, but, please stay strong for me, try revise for all your subjects even though you're failing :/ try find a job too! If you ever do look up to the sky or look for blue butterflies 🦋- that's how you know I'm around :) I'm sorry I wasn't really open to you and that I was very clingy toward you. I'm sorry that I was annoying. I'm sorry I couldn't have been a better friend/sibling toward you. I'm sorry I ruined all your fun, all the time and I'm sorry my mental health took over most of the time, it was never fair on you having to deal with me however you're brave for doing so and I'm extremely grateful. I love you for the fact you didn't give up on me, you didn't loose hope no matter how many times I tried to give up or I'd damage myself or I'd be in hospital or ruin your fun :( I'm sorry we can't create any more memories however we can reflect on the good ones we have like: - all the board games -like uno- we played and you lost
-all the times I played the role of your annoying little sibling
-vibing at the car park
-getting way too drunk
-the house parties
I love you and that's a promise. You mean the world to me and I'm so thankful I had you in my life I'm just sorry I couldn't carry on. It isn't your fault this happened and please stay strong for me. Try keep everyone else in the house safe, I'm no longer here to clean up the house after a party or watch you loose at video games and uno, I'll miss it though but I'll miss you more I love you, J
- love from your little bro, D <3
I sobbed writing it but this was only the first, I'll be writing one per day, one for each person in the house, they're all going to be different and special to them. My death will affect them alot, I'm just nervous because I promised them I'd never go this far.
