This is based off a vision i had a while ago, it isnt true and is over exaggerated for the sake of the story. if you're struggling with anything mentioned within the story please get help, you're life is very very important, if you need someone to t...
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To one of my first friends in high school, I don't know how you've put up with me for so long but here we are. I do appreciate it, even though I've been a cunt to you (when we fell out a few times). I don't really know what I'd do without you, you are one of the only people that keep me sane. I'm sorry that things end this way, I have a feeling it would end easier if you all hated me.
To be honest, you're one of the only people who understand me/ can read me like a book (minus the house). every time something happened you where one of the first people to question me and ask if things are alright. you also got me into therapy -even though it didn't work.
Please don't give up on the things you love and please keep going to school and I swear to God, do not mourn over me, I'm literally a nobody. I don't want you to waste your life crying over me -a literally mess. I also don't want you to cry or blame yourself because I want this, I've wanted to die each and every attempt, it's just one of the members from the house found me. In fact I have wanted to die since I was 13, it's just at that age I was scared to die..when I turned 14 I realized that I really didn't want to be alive, age 14 was when I first attempted, age 16 next and then 17...the most recent one. I'm going to stay 17 forever, I can't continue a life that isn't for for me. I'm sure you'll all be okay after a little while and if you're not...look after one another, don't go down my road, that's really not what I want.
I'm really sorry things lead to this, I know I promised you guys but I'm so tired.
-Daz
I wiped away the tears and went to my mattress to retrieve the other 3 letters I'd written. I placed them on my desk, close my door and walked to the bathroom to 'run a bath'. whilst waiting for the water to fill the bath up I go to each of there rooms to see their faces once more and to hug them and tell them i love them before i leave them...
