Talkative

Cold Shower

Song rec- Too Fast Sonder

Jay's shower was very advanced, to say the least. It had three different knobs, all with different functions. T tested each of them out resulting in water splashing from all directions. "UGH!" she grunts, "how the fuck do I work this???" her frustration showcased in her voice. Jay calmly walks in, giggling at the frustrated woman who was franticly turning every knob. T turns around and eyes the man. His smile grows. Despite T's efforts to look angry, Jay couldn't help but think about how cute she looked. Her stare grew stronger and to Jay cuter. "Here, let me help." His smile never faded. He reaches over and turns all but two off, allowing just the overhead shower head to stay on. T pouts, crossing her arms. Jay's head tilts slightly, his eyes holding a teasing look," aww are you pouting because you couldn't turn on the shower? " he says mockingly. T scoffed, "No I am angry because I don't understand why you need three different types of shower heads?? What is the reason??? You have one big shower head where it NORMALLY should be, One really big one on the ceiling, and a smaller one??? What in your right.. hell even wrong mind would possess you to get that??" Jay giggles at her poutting fit of rage, "Look look I am sorry, I didn't install this myself, it came with the place," He places his hand on the woman's head," Listen if you hate it so much I will get you a different one? I can have it installed by tomorrow?" Jay says reassuringly. Ts heart jumps slightly, her melanated cheeks flushed. She turns her head in embarrassment "No... it's fine...It's not like I live here anyways."

Jays Pov

My eyes linger on the Ts small face, my hand compared to her head size and how she is falling into it right now...I want to hold her. "Anyways.. I am going to shower now..." she says awkwardly. I drop my hand and place it in my pocket, my hand yearned for it to touch her again. I can't tell what she's feeling, her words sounding almost as small as she is. I gather up the courage to tell her how I feel. I was never really good at that, "I...umm...I know you...I know you don't live here or anything... I mean it's the first time you and V are staying the night but... You guys are my best friends... I want you to like my place... and maybe come over more?" My eyes darted from one area to the next. T looks up at me causing my eyes to remain unsteady. She smiled and asked, "Can I touch you?" my ears perked up at the familiar phrase, everything felt steady for a second, I could hear my heartbeat from my chest and I just hoped she couldn't. "Y- erm..yes?" Shit that sounded pathetic... she places her hand on my head, running her fingers threw my loose tangled curls. She smiles and says "Of course we will, no excessive amount of shower heads is going to change that... might frustrate me though." She giggles. I feel myself melting, her hand adding a warmth I haven't felt in a long time, a warmth I only feel with her and V. It only felt like seconds when her hand left my head, and the cold air reminded me where I was. I try my hardest not to pout. "Kkz I need to shower now," she says as she hints at me to exit the bathroom. "thank you for all your help~" her voice had a playful manner to it. I clear my throat, "of course" I awkwardly step out.

I hate money...the money and riches I was born into...It's the reason my brother never got justice, it's what my parents substituted with love. But for T, I will spend every last penny.

I stepped out of the bathroom and shut the door behind me, Vince sat awkwardly on the edge of my king-sized bed. his white button-up collar seemed a little less pristine as it peaked outside of his black crew neck. He looks up at me. He had one of the most beautiful sets of brown evens I had ever seen. His almond-shaped eyes held an innocence to them, and his hair texture was reflected in his eyelashes, curly. "Hey," he says quietly, twirling with his thumbs. I smile and sit next to him, "hi." I'll admit I didn't leave much room when sitting next to him. "Are you feeling better?" His voice sounded small, almost like he was afraid if he spoke too loud he'd break something. He looked up at me with hopeful and yearning eyes. I want to hold him and tell him I am okay. I opted out for the safer option. I smile and nod my head, "I'm... I am okay...I am sorry for scaring you earlier." I don't remember when my tone of voice got so soft when it came to him, maybe it was the way he was looking at me. The way my heart felt like it was going to burst when he asked me if I was okay. Maybe it was how much he cared for me, or how much I cared for him?

"Good, I am glad you are okay.." Vince says awkwardly and goes back to twiddling his thumbs. Fuck this is awkward, how do I lighten the mood? maybe I should make a joke? I mean back allowing my arms to keep me propped" I'm sure this is nothing compared to your place huh? I'm sure you miss your maids." He looks over at me almost offended, shit.... why'd I say that?? "Look... that's..not what I meant. I-i was just trying to lighten the mood." I say feeling guilty for my dumb outburst. "it's okay, I get it." His voice getting smaller by the second. I sit up slightly angered at myself. "It's not okay, I-i hurt your feelings...I don't want to hurt you.." my heart aches as I talk without thinking. "I-I want to do better." trying to sound as matter--factly as possible I feel my eyebrows knit. His eyes widen as he looks down at me, sometimes I forget how tall he is. His fingers stop moving, his eyes slowly down to my lips. His Adam's apple moves cautiously up and then back down. My face heats up, the way he's looking at me. 

T opens the bathroom door abruptly. We jump as if we got caught doing something wrong. T's eyes widen, "oops, did I scare you guys??" Her eyes dart between us, she asses the room. Her eyes are stuck on a flustered Vince. "no, erm I'm sorry, I'll go shower now!" He says with a rushed and panicky voice. "haha okay?" T says confused. Vince attempts to rush past her, but before he can she places his hand on his chest stopping him in his tracks. "you okay?" She says tilting her head to the side. 

Vince POV- 

Her hand rested on my chest, she applied just enough strength to stop me. I feel like my heart is going to explode. "y-yeah I am fine." I say trying to look her in the eye, failing. She smirks, "Was Jay teasing you?" I didn't answer, I don't know if it was her deep brown and playful eyes, or her full-plumped lips but my mind was blank. Her lips looked soft and freshly moisturized. "I'll take that as a yes." She never removes her hand from my chest, It slightly moves down, and I tense up. Her eyebrow raises. Jay stands up and steps beside me. "I- I was not teasing him!" she laughs, Jay's face red and flustered. His loose curls bounce slightly and then rest just above his eyebrows. She chuckles again, "mmhm, so why is my poor Vince all fluster?" My? I'm hers? I feel my face get even hotter. Jay's tone of voice switches from a soft to a more harsh and playful tone. "yours? I'm sorry but Vince is all mine." He steps behind me holding my hips. H-his? I need to move I am stuck between the two and I feel- I feel like I'm going to melt. T holds a cocky look on her face as she looks at Jay. I can't look away from her, her look, her smell, her voice... I'm captivated. Jay rests his head on my shoulder "Right?" His breath hit my ears. I feel my knees get weak I pull my top down, hoping to hide any evidence of attraction. "I-I " I can't think. Ts deminer changes, her eyes turn from a cute deer-like manner to a sharp but playful one. "Words, sweetheart." fuck, this is just like my dream. "huh?" Jay's voice sounds surprised. "dream?" T says shockingly. shit, it was this moment when my heart dropped and all of my blood circulation found its way back to my brain. "N-NOTHING!!" I wiggle myself out of both their grip and run to the bathroom slamming the door. I.... I need to take a cold shower. 

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