This is GARBAGE!! I am a busy 19-year-old who is dumb plz don't judge too harshly. ALSO if you are here for the 'spicy stuff' only then I haven't written any yet when it comes to that point I will add a star or something near it so you can skip to...
V wiggles his way from Jay and moves past me. The bathroom door slams behind him. My eyes widen at his sudden movement, "dream?" I say out loud. Jay now stands in front of me frozen. "Dream?" he says out loud. He looks up at me placing his hands in his pockets. "Look what you did you made him run away!" I pout. "Me?" He asks surprisingly. "you!"I say matter of factly. "I was just starting to have fun too!" I jokely pout again crossing my arms. Jay steps forward, looking down at me. "If I remember correctly SOMEONE said 'my Vince' he got all jittery after that," Jay says with a cocky look in his eyes. "Well, if I remember correctly you both jumped up when I walked out." I step closer asserting myself more.
Jay slightly backs down, his eyes shift between me and the space next to me. "Why's that? Were you bullying him" My nosey side takes over, I want to know what happened before I stepped into the room. I study Jay's face looking for any untold truths. I notice the rosey redness on his lightly tanned skin. The way it flooded over to the tips of his ears. I reach over to touch his ear, hesitating just before making contact, my eyes travel over to his. When Jay looks at me his eyes always hold something slightly different than when he looks at Vince. His eyes held an emotion so warm and tender, almost as if they were inviting me to do whatever I wanted to him and more. It was like they were telling me 'please touch me, please hold me'. I am always scared of reading the emotions of someone wrong, maybe that's why I talk so much. I figure if I say almost everything that comes to my mind I won't make anyone feel how I do most of the time, lost. Silence was always scary for me, it meant that the other person was thinking something and that something could be anything. What if they thought 'I hate her, she smells, she's awkward, she's ugly'? Nothing fed my insecurities more than silence. Though silence made me feel more uneasy than anything for some reason with him, I can tolerate it.
I think I stayed silent for too long, my eyes and hands hyper-fixated on the softness of his ear. I let my fingers dance on the outer ends of his ears as if it were a playground for my curious fingertips. Jay's hand reached over to mine slightly lifting it off of his ear. His hand felt warm and his grip gentle. My eyes shot over to his. "Sorry! They were just red again so I thought I'd warm them up... or something... I am sorry I should have asked before I touched your ear, it just looked cute-" My mind drew a blank as I came up with any excuse possible to make it seem like it was normal for me to play with his ears. He chuckles, filling me with a hot and fuzzy feeling. The feeling nearly reminded me of anxiety, that feeling of needing to move or exit the situation I was in, however running was the last thing I wanted to do. "T, it's okay you can play with my ear I really don't mind. I would just like a warning first." He says this in such a warm tone, and I remember the first time I met Jay, the shy and flustered guy on the bus. I smile slightly.
"What?" Jay says as he notices the ends of my lips tilt up. "Nothing dummy! Warning I'm going to play with your hair now!" I was happily. My heart is filled with so much Joy knowing that in this lifetime, I was able to make friends like Jay and Vince. I couldn't care less about home, ore school, or mom right now. I only want to be with them. Jay lets go of my hand and tilts his head forward, "okay...." he says shyly, "Just be gentle kay?"
Not going to lie I kinda didn't like this story, I thought it was just too unorganized and sloppy, and as a Virgo...... that bothers me. But we push and we write.
BTW I GRADUATE THIS YEAR WITH A BACHELOR'S?! HELLO?!!!! Anyway love you all and shout out to @-IidaTenya!!! These two chapters are for you I hope you like em!
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