This is GARBAGE!! I am a busy 19-year-old who is dumb plz don't judge too harshly. ALSO if you are here for the 'spicy stuff' only then I haven't written any yet when it comes to that point I will add a star or something near it so you can skip to...
3rd person pov (sorry if it's confusing!!). Ts head laid comfortably on Jay's shoulder, she unintentionally wrapped her arms around his waist and snuggled him. Jay's cheeks grew a crimson red, and his heart felt like it would jump out of his chest, "I need to come down, she can probably hear my heartbeat," he thinks to himself. He takes a deep breath in an effort to settle his excited heart. Soon he was distracted by her sleeping face again. The bus ride didn't feel long enough to explore her beauty. Jay heard Jean say," alright Romeo and Juliet, time to go to school!" T slowly wakes up. "30 more minutes-" she says without moving from her comfortable position. Jay looks down at her and smiles," but we have class in 5.." his voice sounded like a gentle lake, it was smooth and deep, and those five words were enough to knock T back into reality. She looks up and sees the pretty boy looking down at her. Before she moves she is incapacitated by his beauty, His hair was getting longer and curled at the ends. His eyebrows were full and his eyelashes were long and pretty. He had a few piercings, but no jewelry in them. She noticed the one on his nose and two at the bottom of his lips. She was star Stucked. "Yoo-hoo, now I love me a cute romance but y'all gotta go!" Jean says sternly. T quickly sits up and stands oddly straight," erm yeah l-let's get going!" She says hurriedly. Jay quickly stood up with her his face redder than a tomato and his knees feeling weak. They both rush off the bus," bye Ms. Jean! See you tonight," t yells as she makes her way away from the bus.
When she looks forward she sees a well-dressed v waiting at the entrance for them. He stood there awkwardly, he fiddles with his fingers and tries not to make eye contact with the two. For the first time, t didn't speak first. She stood there also unable to make eye contact, the guilt not allowing her to. Jay can feel the uneasiness between the two, he hates it. "Hey, do you guys want to maybe...ditch today?" Jay says, unsure if the two would agree. T looks at Jay with sparkling eyes, "I thought you'd never ask!" V chuckles at T's cute reaction and quickness to answer, but he then looks down sadness suddenly washing over him. He was terrified of his father finding out, his hands shook at the memories. T and Jay notice his sudden change in mood. "Hey, if you don't want to we don't mind," T says looking over at Jay for his agreement. "yeah it's totally fine.." Jay says trying to not make the boy feel pressured. V takes a deep breath and looks up, "no no no it... it's okay, I want to." V says with a little hesitation. "are... are you sure?" T asked feeling like the boy doesn't want to go because of her. "I want to!" the boy says, this time sure. T gives a small smile, "I'm glad." They look at each other for a short while. T's deep brown eyes looking directly into Vs. T didn't miss how the boy seemed to avoid her eyes. "I-okay, well where are we going," t says. "I was thinking ...my place?" Jay offers. V looks up, his face held nothing but shock. His eyes grew big and his ears were hot, "y-your place??" He said louder than intended. "Yeah...is that a problem?" Jay said with confusion. "No..." the boy sighs and looks down at his hands. "Okay? Then...I'll send you the address?" Jay said with uncertainty, he was confused by the boy, 'why is he acting so...strange?' He thinks to himself.
They walk over to the black car, each of them taking their proclaimed spots. T and V seemed to stay quiet the whole ride, V seeming more anxious than anything. Jay felt the uneasiness from the two and he wanted nothing more than to clear the air, he just wasn't sure how to. The drive to Jay's place was short but the lack of speaking made it feel like they had been driving for centuries. They finally arrive after 25mins, Jay's apartment was decent on the outside. Its walls were white and grey themed and seemed fairly new. The area was very clean and gated, each apartment door they passed had looked exactly alike only differentiating in the numbers next to it.
They stop at the apartment with the number 2005 on it. Jay unlocks his door with his fingerprint, not needing a key. T looks over in amazement, "wow...you unlocked it without a key??? oooooo" her face lit up like a kid in a toy store. Jay smiles at her reaction and giggles, "you're so cute," he thinks out loud. T's eyes widen, and her temperature rises. Jay stops all movement when he realizes what he said. "i- I didn't mean.... that's not...I just...," unable to finish any of the sentences he started, he sighs and gives up. T chuckles, "sooooo you think I'm cute?" she says mockingly. Jay rolls his eyes and walks into his apartment. He takes off his shoes at the entrance and the two behind him follow suit. The apartment was well organized. Decorated mainly white and black, it was very spacious and luxurious. Despite all of this the space felt vacant. It was almost like it was there to be seen and not lived in. The living room had a large black couch with a white rug underneath. The tv was big and skinny, resting on the wall. His kitchen was right next to the living room, with marble countertops and a stacked oven. T was amazed, to say the least, her apartment couldn't compare to Jay's.
Jay places his key in a bowl on his kitchen counter. "You guys can make yourself at home..." he says awkwardly. This was the first time anyone has ever come into his apartment. Even his parents haven't visited. T and V take a seat on the couch, V deciding to sit as far from T as he could. V was on edge, not because he was uncomfortable but because he was nervous. The two people he had a very explicit dream about were in the same room as him, with no one around. He closes his legs tight and fiddles his thumbs. T and Jay bot notice. T looks down, she feels as though V is uncomfortable and she is to blame. Jay quickly asks a question to break the silence. "are you guys hungry? I can cook something really quickly." T and V both look over at Jay," s-sure," V answers. "okay, I will make something delicious, I promise!" Jay says trying to lighten the mood, it works for a second. They both crack a smile, but it doesn't last long before they turn back into their silent selves.
T looks over at V, she wants to say something, but she thinks before she speaks. T hated doing this, when she thought before she spoke she always started to overthink what she might say. Though not thinking at all has its risk she preferred that then overthinking. she sighs, she didn't like this, she didn't want him to be uncomfortable, or mad, or worse sad because of her. She scoots closer to him and V tenses up. "Uhm, I know you aren't very happy with me, and I'm sorry.... if it's possible I would do anything just for you to talk to me." She says making sure to look at the boy directly. V couldn't keep eye contact but he can see how hurt T was, his heart broke when he heard the rasp in her voice. "I Uhm....I'm not mad...I just wish you," he takes a deep breath before finishing, that's when he remembered Minda's words,' emotions don't make you weak.' He takes another deep breath, this time for courage. He looks her directly in her eyes, "I am not mad at you but, you told me we were friends. It hurts to see you hurting, and when you shut down it scared me because....well we are friends." He stops himself from saying, "because I like you." Jay overhears the conversation, he pauses his meal preparations, and washes his hands, he sits to the right of T. " he's right T, you both are my closest friends, maybe even my only friends. I don't want to see you hurting. And seeing V worried about you like that.... I understand it takes time to open up and rely on someone else but, we care about you and if we can do anything to make you feel better we will. So let us... please?" he looks at her with pleading eyes, she can't help but thinks about how cute they both look. she sighs and leans back."Okay, I'm sorry okay? I will tell you everything you want to know after we eat." she says trying to act cool even though she feels everything but. they both smile at T's reaction, and jay looks over at V, the boy seemed more relaxed. Jay felt his heart get warm. He gets up and washes his hands, he resumes cooking.
Time skip 40 mins~
"Foods ready," Jay says over the two laughing at the tv screen. They both Jump up and walk to the kitchen. "wow that smells soooooo good!" T says loudly. V nods in agreement. They both take a seat on the island and jay prepares their plates. He watches them take their first bite, nervous to see what they think of his cooking. T takes the first bite, and V follows soon after. Both of them look up at Jay with big eyes. "This is really good!" V says with his mouth full, which was out of character. "marry me?" T says suddenly catching both of the boys off guard. "anyone who can cook like this deserves my hand in marriage." T says cutely. V quickly responds, "no no no marry me! I will eat anything you make if it's as good as this!" V says dramatically. T looks over at V with angry eyes, "hey I asked first, find your own man!" Jay chuckles at the two his face red, "guys, first of all, no talking with your mouth full! secondly..... Uhm, I'm sure we can like marry each other.... if that's possible." Jay nervously looks away from the two. V can't help but get butterflies,' marrying them both? god if you're out there please let me marry them both.' he thinks to himself. T laughs at Jay's response, "fine by me, means I get two cute husbands," She continues to eat oblivious to the mess she just made.
