Todoroki One Shots

Secrets and despise II

Summary:

After having received messages from his friends, which mostly revolved around some rather harsh words, he decides to go to school anyway, despite his longing feeling for staying back at the dorms. He wonders if he can ever make up for his mistake, and if, get his friends back.

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He had lost the last string of hope he had left, the last string revolving around friendships. As he picked up his phone and schoolbag, he couldn't help but feel slightly scared of what could happen. Would they try hurting him?.. like his dad..? He stopped as the thought slowly sank in.

Why would he even think such a thing?! His friends and classmates had always been there for him, and even if they were mad, they would never try hurting him. He were sure of that.

He knew how Bakugou had sent the message about wanting to blow him up, but the blonde were always like that. He wouldn't actually try.. would he? He thought about it, before deciding that keeping a distance from the blonde probably would be best.

As the schoolbag finally got propped up on his shoulder, a sudden feeling of anxiousness arose. He didn't know why it came, so he quickly shrugged it off. He had never been afraid of his classmates, not even if they were mad at him, though he were sure that they had never been this mad at him before.

He swallowed thickly, before finally leaving his dorm room. His gaze wandered around the hall just outside his door, but no one could be seen. As he walked to the elevator, a sudden thought hit him- What if one of his classmates were to use the elevator? He really didn't want to be in a closed room with any of them right now. As he thought about it, another thought hit him-

Is anyone even here anymore? He looked at his phone, realising that he had about ten minutes, before class would start. He could make it...

He decided to take the stairs just in case, as he just wanted to get this day over with, and if possible, without meeting any of his classmates outside of class. 

As he neared the common room, not a single sound could be heard, which made him wonder if anyone was still there. But the second his foot entered inside the common area, a wave of glares and mean looks were coming his way. He just cast his gaze to the ground, as he didn't want them to get more mad at him. 

And as he neared the exit, about to leave, a sudden voice could be heard. It was low, almost a whisper, and especially not towards him, but none the less, he didn't fail to overhear what the voice said-

"Wow, I can't believe that he can't even stand up to his mistakes! Did you see how he just looked away from us?"

He believed the voice belonged to Kaminari, and he suddenly had the urge to smack himself in the face, as he had forgotten that Kirishima and Kaminari always stayed behind before class. Something about; wanting to either, look cool while entering, or race the entire way to class.

And as his hand reached to push the door open, Kirishima's voice invaded his hear rate.

"Yeah, he really must be too ignorant to even apologize"

Was he? He shrugged it off, before leaving the dorm building. Though the thought seemed to return to his mind, just as he exited the building. Was that what people thought of him, ignorant? Maybe everyone really was better off without him...

As the school building neared, a new wave of fear suddenly hit him, and though it didn't stop him from entering, it sure did want him to regret the decision he had made by coming there, as he were hit with glares and judgmental looks from all around the school halls. Looks that made him want to curl in on himself, as the self consciousness he had been feeling, began returning.