Mattheo Riddle 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖘 🩸🔪💚

why

December 8th

That was probably the best and the worst day of my life, it was the day Mattheo riddle asked me to be his girlfriend. I was so happy and filled with excitement I really did love him and I know he loved me just as much but sometimes you can't control how you feel or when your feelings change

January 28

That was the day I cried the most the day I thought everything was ending I felt horrible, me and Mattheo got in our first argument. I know I'm being dramatic but then I was very heart broken and angry , we both said things we didn't mean. You see sometimes you say things you don't mean when you're angry and you can't control your emotions and the words you say or have said

March 13

He bought me a promise ring he said he would always love me and to remember that, I did but know looking at the ring I still wear to this day I wonder why I actually believe him. I was so stupid back then I really was , we were each others first so I can't really be upset at my self

On my 17th birthday

We went to where he first asked me out and told me he wouldn't be coming back after summer. Alright no big deal maybe his parents were putting him in a different school or something but he kept telling me he will come see me every summer he also said he would write

Why couldn't he just write?
I wish he wrote at least one fucking letter
I did I wrote plenty but no matter how upset I was he made a promise and I had the ring to prove it

May 2

The worst day of my fucking life
My friends were dying
The place I practically grew up in being destroyed even I almost died.

But NO

Why Mattheo why couldn't you just leave me alone why couldn't you just be some where else why did you try to stop the why couldn't you just let me die

May 2 1989

The day I lost the man I loved with all my fucking heart the day I realized why he didn't come to school or why he didn't write it was all because he wanted me to forget about him and stop loving him, but he couldn't even do the same

May 2 1991

I visit him all the time now but I know what happened won't change and I know he did it because he loved me but for fuck sake Mattheo why did you have to ask me out why did you tell me we would spend our lives together why did you tell me how many kids you wanted and their names. What you wanted our wedding to be like how big you wanted our house to be

Why Mattheo?