Secrets and Things (MxM)

Chapter 90 - Why are you crying?

Note:

- Hey look! It's me not uploading more than 2+ months later. I'm currently on break so I'll try to write as much as I can (if I'm motivated to do so). Luckily, this chapter is long. So you have some content to deal with. The next chapter might be a lot longer solely because that chapter is truly, really going to be winged literally on the spot. Like I have no idea how it's going to go down. I'm literally going to go with the flow.

- I'm just completely messing around with the songs and the chapters. Half the songs don't go with the chapters. I just want to share music and have you appreciate them with me. This one Wattpad feature is what keeps me alive.

- If you're still with me, thanks for being patient and also, you've read a lot of effing words. I'm pretty sure this is longer than the entire harry potter series. In my weak defence though... this is based on two couples, not one. I will not defend my lack of planning and preparation though. that's completely on me. 

- (SPOILER): Told you I'm going to try to resolve the conflict ASAP. I'm no genius writer. I just want fluff. And fluff is what shall rule over the empire.

- Also as mentioned before, I'm not a greater writer. Just a great reader. So if it feels too shallow, I'm sorry. I just can't word properly or express myself properly. My head is all colourful but my writing is just a couple of those colours :((

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POV: 4th wall (?)

S̷o̵ ̶w̴i̵t̵h̷ ̸t̸h̸a̶t̷,̶ ̶L̸e̷o̵ ̴w̶a̸s̷ ̴h̵e̵a̸r̴t̶b̷r̷o̶k̴e̷n̸.̶ ̸N̵e̷r̴o̸ ̵w̷a̶s̶ ̸h̴e̶a̴r̴t̸b̵r̸o̴k̵e̴n̷.̵ ̵A̷i̵d̵e̵n̵ ̸w̶a̷s̷ ̴h̸e̴a̴r̵t̷b̵r̷o̵k̵e̵n̸.̸ ̴E̷r̵w̴i̴n̷ ̴w̶a̶s̴ ̶h̴e̴a̶r̷t̴b̴r̵o̸k̶e̴n̶.̸ ̷E̴v̶e̶r̸y̵o̶n̷e̴ ̸w̸a̸s̸ ̸h̴e̵a̵r̴t̷b̸r̴o̵k̶e̴n̶.̶ ̷
̸W̸h̸y̸?̵ ̸B̷e̸c̵a̴u̷s̴e̵ ̵t̴h̴e̶y̵'̸r̸e̶ ̸a̸l̸l̵ ̷s̶t̶u̴p̷i̸d̴ ̸a̶n̸d̵ ̵c̷a̶n̴n̶o̶t̴ ̶c̸o̷m̸m̸u̷n̶i̵c̵a̸t̵e̶ ̸t̶o̵ ̷s̵a̴v̸e̸ ̴t̷h̸e̶i̴r̷ ̸l̴i̵v̵e̶s̴.̶ ̵S̸e̸r̴i̷o̷u̷s̵l̶y̵.̸ ̵T̶h̷i̷s̴ ̵n̵o̵v̷e̵l̵ ̴w̷o̸u̴l̶d̵'̸v̴e̸ ̶b̵e̸e̵n̷ ̸h̷a̴l̷f̴ ̵t̴h̸e̴ ̸l̶e̵n̴g̴t̸h̸ ̵i̶f̶ ̵t̴h̶e̷y̵ ̶j̷u̴s̴t̸.̶.̴.̶ ̸t̶a̶l̷k̸e̸d̷.̸ ̶H̵o̵n̸e̷s̷t̷l̶y̶.̶
̶B̷u̷t̶ ̵a̴l̴a̴s̴,̶ ̴l̷i̴k̶e̸ ̴r̸e̷a̷l̵i̷t̴y̴,̴ ̶i̸n̸s̶e̵c̷u̸r̴i̴t̶i̴e̶s̴ ̷a̶n̸d̶ ̷l̶i̶f̸e̶ ̴e̸x̴p̸e̶r̷i̴e̴n̸c̷e̶s̶ ̶m̶a̷k̶e̶ ̸o̸n̴e̴ ̶a̸ ̸l̴i̶t̴t̴l̵e̵ ̵s̸t̶u̵p̵i̴d̴.̸
̸T̷h̷e̵ ̸p̷o̷i̶n̷t̴ ̷f̵o̷r̸ ̷m̶y̷ ̵s̴u̵d̴d̴e̶n̶ ̵i̴n̷s̷e̴r̷t̴i̴o̴n̸ ̵a̶f̷t̸e̵r̸ ̵n̸i̶n̷e̴t̴y̸ ̴c̶h̴a̷p̴t̴e̴r̷s̷.̸.̷.̶ ̷t̸h̶e̵r̸e̷ ̷i̵s̶ ̴n̶o̶n̵e̶.̴ ̶T̸h̶e̵ ̴a̴u̴t̸h̷o̴r̵ ̸h̵o̸n̶e̴s̶t̷l̵y̵ ̸d̵i̶d̵n̷'̴t̴ ̴k̸n̷o̷w̷ ̵h̶o̷w̸ ̶t̴o̶ ̶s̵t̶a̵r̸t̴ ̸o̷f̶f̸ ̸t̵h̵e̵ ̵c̸h̸a̷p̵t̴e̴r̶ ̸s̸o̸ ̶s̶h̸e̶'̷s̵ ̶t̸r̷y̸i̶n̴g̵ ̴t̷o̵ ̵b̴e̶ ̶"̴q̴u̶i̷r̴k̸y̵"̴.̶
̸B̶u̸t̵ ̴i̸f̴ ̸y̸o̶u̴ ̷r̶e̵a̴l̸l̶y̴ ̵s̷e̴r̸i̷o̵u̷s̸l̸y̸ ̷w̸a̶n̵t̵ ̷s̴o̵m̴e̴ ̶l̷e̸s̴s̵o̶n̸s̸ ̴o̶u̸t̷ ̵o̶f̴ ̷t̷h̵i̸s̸ ̷e̵n̴t̶i̷r̴e̷ ̸c̸l̵u̸s̸t̵e̸r̶f̴u̷c̶k̷ ̴o̷f̵ ̴a̷ ̶s̸t̶o̸r̶y̴ ̷a̸n̵d̴ ̸s̶o̷m̵e̸ ̶p̵e̷r̶s̸o̴n̸a̷l̶ ̶e̸x̵p̴e̶r̴i̷e̶n̸c̷e̷s̸ ̴f̸r̴o̵m̶ ̸t̵h̸e̸ ̸a̷u̵t̷h̵o̶r̸.̷.̴.̷
̴"̶C̸o̷m̷m̴u̵n̸i̶c̶a̶t̵i̴o̴n̸ ̵i̴s̵ ̵a̷ ̴l̴o̸t̸ ̶m̸o̸r̴e̵ ̷i̴m̶p̴o̸r̵t̵a̷n̴t̴ ̶t̶h̶a̶n̶ ̵o̵n̴e̷ ̷w̷o̷u̷l̴d̷ ̵t̶h̷i̶n̴k̶.̶ ̸D̶o̶n̴'̸t̵ ̵t̸a̸k̸e̶ ̷i̶t̷ ̴f̸o̶r̵ ̷a̸d̵v̶a̵n̸t̴a̷g̶e̴,̸ ̶t̴a̴k̵e̷ ̶i̶t̵ ̸s̷e̶r̵i̴o̸u̸s̶l̴y̵ ̴a̶n̸d̸ ̶l̵e̵a̶r̸n̸ ̴t̵o̶ ̵d̸o̷ ̵i̵t̷ ̶r̶i̸g̴h̸t̴.̶"̴̴O̴R̸̶"̵I̶t̷'̵s̵ ̷n̶o̷t̷ ̴a̴g̶e̶ ̷t̵h̴a̵t̴ ̴m̶a̴k̸e̵s̴ ̷o̶n̷e̸ ̵w̷i̷s̷e̵r̴.̶ ̵I̷t̵'̷s̴ ̵e̷x̸p̵e̶r̸i̸e̶n̷c̴e̵.̵ ̸W̷h̶e̴t̸h̷e̸r̵ ̶i̶t̸ ̶b̶e̷ ̶g̶o̶o̵d̶ ̵o̵r̷ ̸b̶a̴d̷,̵ ̸e̶x̷p̷e̴r̸i̶e̶n̸c̴e̷ ̶m̷a̷k̸e̸s̵ ̸o̵n̶e̸ ̴w̶i̵s̵e̸r̸ ̷i̷f̷ ̷y̶o̸u̸ ̵l̵e̶a̵r̵n̴ ̸f̶r̵o̷m̶ ̴i̷t̶.̷"̴ ̵
̷N̵o̷w̴ ̵b̷a̶c̵k̸ ̶t̷o̶ ̸t̴h̷e̵ ̷s̷t̵o̵r̸y̷.̷.̴.̷