Dark Desires (cheating Izuku x mistress reader)

Ch.21

I sighed sitting on the side of my bed. I sat naked as Izuku did something behind me. I just looked out the window sadly. To be honest I had a bad night at work and my mother called to catch up this morning. Didn't go so well. My heart was heavy with sadness and I'm 100% sure Izuku figured it out.

Considering our time together wasn't as passionate as it usually would be. I heard him sigh and the bed waddled with his movement. He ran a cold finger down my spine making my back arch.

"Uh Midoriya stop." I softly growled at him. Not looking his way. I could feel that he paused.

"Midoriya?" He questioned before shuffling closer. A arm wrapped around my waist as he kissed my bear back softly. He did a few more times then resting his head on my shoulder.

"What's wrong Princess? Did I offend you in some way or did I do something wrong? I know you weren't as passionate as usual." He said kissing my cheek. My lip curled a little.

"Nothing I'm just.....Just having a bad day is all." I said holding myself cold. He ran his fingers down my arm.

"If sex won't cheer you up then how about some cuddles and your favorite show?" He asked and I tried my best to look at him.

"I guess." I said and got back underneath my covers. He laid back and pulled me on top of him. My leg across his lap. He turned the tv on that I barely use and picked my favorite show. He put the remote down and hugged me close.

His heart beat was soothing along with his breathing. I fell asleep not long after.

Dream

I was in a dark space. It looked like I was alone but really I wasn't.

"Look at you. A complete mess just because I called you." I heard my mother say and I turned around. I jumped seeing her right behind me.

"I'm not a mess." I growled.

"Yes you are. Cuddling up to that boy like his the only thing you have. You really think he'll love you?" She said and pushed me. I fell to the ground and suddenly my arm and leg were missing. I struggled to sit up and leaned on my other arm.

"What are you doing? You know he is just going to leave you." She growled.

"Yeah for me." I heard someone else say and Ochaco appeared.

"No matter how many times I hurt him he comes crawling back." She said walking closer and crouching down to my level. She smiled evilly at me.

"Besides You're no hero hell you're barely even a person aren't you." She said and hit my arm making me fall.

"Please stop." I cried as she stood. I tried to crawl away with one arm and leg as they walked circles.

Suddenly a bottle of pills spilled in front of me. They both crouched down to me.

"Take them." My mom mocked.

"All of them." Ochaco said.

"You'll be doing everyone a favor." They said at the same time. I hit the ground with a fist.

"Shut up!" I yelled and they were gone. Except the pills that still laid out on the floor.

"Happy place happy place happy place." I repeated trying to do what my therapist said to.

"Y/n." I heard Izuku say and I looked up. I watched him walk over.

"You know." He said getting a handful of pills. He came over and sat in front of me.

"You don't know how to listen." He growled and shoved them in my mouth. I struggled but with one arm I couldn't do anything. He then got up.

"Come on Ochaco." He said and I watched them walk away.

I flinched when I woke up. The window saying it was almost dark. The tv playing something random. Izuku rubbed my shoulder.

"You ok?" He asked and I nodded.

"Yeah." I whispered not noticing some tears falling down my cheek and onto his bear chest. He of course felt it.

"Hey are you sure Princess?" He asked and moved to look at me. The concern on his face making my lip quiver. He wiped my tears away.

"What's wrong Princess?" He asked again and I shook my head.

"It's nothing." I cried both his hands on my cheeks.

"It has to be something to make you cry this much." He said.

"It was just a nightmare." I whimpered and he hugged me closely.

"Whatever it was won't happen. I won't allow it." He said and I sighed.

I highly doubt that. I thought and snuggled into his neck.

"You want me to stay the night? I can." He asked and I thought about it. I sighed and nodded.

"Ok Princess." He said and hugged me tightly.

Later.

I sat at the kitchen counter watching Izuku cook. My eyes looked over his body. He has a tight white shirt on. I sighed my head on my arms. I had his hoodie on.

"You look good cooking." I said eyeing him.

"Thanks babe." He said and I blushed. I didn't notice him look back at me.

"Why are you blushing?" He asked

"You shouldn't call me that." I said.

"Why?" He asked and I blushed harder.

"Because in my opinion it has more of a intimate meaning. I'm not your girlfriend I'm just your toy so stick to Princess." I said my mood darkening again.

You really think he'll love you?

My moms words rang in my head. I sighed not looking at him. Of course he won't I'm just a toy I need to remember that. I thought looking at nothing my chin in my arms. I heard him moving around before he got closer. He leaned on the counter.

"Where is this coming from why so dark all of a sudden? You're worrying me." He said and I shrugged.

"No need to be worried." I said and he sighed getting in my view.

"The last time you got like this you accidentally overdosed. Not to mention what happened in the hospital and at home." He said and I sighed.

"You know to much." I said and he dug my face out my arms.

"I know enough." He said and looked in my eyes.

"Enough to call you babe." He said softly my eyes widening. His thumbs rubbed my cheeks.

"I don't know exactly what we are doing but you sure as hell aren't my toy." He said and I nodded. He then leaned in and kissed me.

"I mean it. If you need anything or need to talk you can trust me. I promise." He said and I smiled.

His words lightened my mood but there was still some sadness in the back of my mind.