Ch.39

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To say I was unhappy was a understatement. I felt like something was going to happen and I wasn't happy living a hero life.

So much paperwork, long hours, and I never knew if I was going to sleep at my desk or in that big bed at the apartment.

I tried to hide it and take my meds but they weren't really working anymore.

Today I was having a bad morning and my day kept getting worse. I had found the location of the kids but I need to go check it out.

"Izuku you said you would go with me." I said following him down the hallway.

"I can't Ochaco planned a rehearsal dinner tonight I need to be there ask Kacchan." He said and I stopped walking watching him walk away looking at paperwork. 

I looked at the wall gripping my scarred arm. I turned around and left to go do my mission by myself. I didn't want to bother Bakugo.





Later

I came through a shadow of the abandoned building. I quietly walked around until I found a kid in a room.  I walked in and the kid freaked out.

"No don't!" He yelled and the door slammed closed and bright lights turned on killing my shadow. I was then suddenly pushed against a wall.

"Aw look it's the one that got hurt what's your name again? Shadow or something?" He said as I looked in his bright blue eyes.

"Dabi your supposed to be in jail." I growled he just laughed.

"And you are supposed to be a bar tinder right?" He said smirking.

"You know nothing about me." I growled and he laughed.

"Oh please let's see me, Hawks, Toga, Overhaul, Compress, and what's his name Shoto. We all know you a little too much you little slut." He growled and I looked down.

"Don't be shy now. I want to know how 16 year old you got grown men to fuck you." He said.

"That's not what was happening I was going through some stuff a-and." He cut me off.

"And you got high out your mind and went to fuck everyone you thought was hot because you felt ugly and you couldn't have that one person you loved. Behind that poor Shinso's back with villains no less." He growled and ripped my sleeve off showing my scars.

"But hey you were high sad and 16 so it doesn't matter does it? Oh wait your making the love of your life cheat aren't you." He growled.

"Shut up." I growled.

"Come with me." He said grabbing my arm and dragging me behind him.

He dragged me in a different room and put me at a table that had a bottle of pills on it.

"Take them and I'll let everyone go." He said and I looked at them.

"No." I growled and he sighed.

"Take them or I beat you." He growled and I laughed.

"Then do your worst." I growled.


Izuku POV

I was walking around the room thanking people for coming when I got to Kacchan.

"Kacchan? Why are you here?" I asked and he was confused.

"I'm your best man." He said and I sighed.

"No you're supposed to be with Y/n." I said and he shook his head.

"No I'm not she never asked me to." He said and
My phone rang. I looked at it seeing it said Mr. Aizawa we looked at each other worried.

"Hello?" I said nervously.

"One of the students called me because they escaped and is asking for back up. Explain to me why your not with Y/n and she's fighting that mission ALONE!" He growled and we both looked at each other.

"You know what I don't want to hear it. Go help Y/n she's badly injured from what I herd. Here's the location I'll meet you there." He growled and hung up.

We then ran out of the dinner party.

Y/n POV

I sat on the floor a bloody mess. I laughed at Dabi who had just shoved pills down my throat.

"Your fucking crazy." He said and I laughed.

"Coming from you." I laughed and he left the room. When he did I whimpered and looked at my other arm.

He had burnt my other arm. Blood ran down my arm as I cried. It hurts so bad but he gave me pain killers so I won't feel it. It was just a big patch on my upper arm that was burnt not the whole thing. He broke my arm also and my ankle and nose.

All because I wouldn't take the pills. I could see my bone sticking out the skin of my arm.

Maybe I just wasn't cut out for this as much as I thought I was back then. I had completely forgotten about Hawks and the others even Shoto. They were all mistakes but what does that actually say about me. It was a drugged up mistake that's all it was. I started fully crying now.

I feel horrible about myself even more then I did this morning. I slowly fell to the floor feeling lightheaded not hearing all the yelling and stuff blowing up.

Until I saw Bakugo's face. My eyes lit up when I saw his red ones.

"Bakugo." I whimpered and got up quickly. He gently grabbed my shoulders.

"Whoa calm down. Don't move to much your badly hurt." He said softly and I relaxed.

"You came. Is Izuku with you?" I asked tiredly and he nodded.

He took out some goz from his belt to wrap my arm up. Then the door slammed open. Izuku storming over. I looked up at him and smiled the best I could.

"At 16 you slept with six other people without anyone knowing? With villains!" He yelled at me looking at me completely disappointed.

"Wait I can explain." I whispered.

"I don't want to hear it!" He yelled at me and my tears ran down my cheeks faster.

"Deku calm down." Bakugo said helping me up.

"Calm down? I wish I knew before I fucked her and fell in love with her!" He yelled and then stormed out. I looked at Bakugo and I started crying.

He gently picked me up and laid my head on his chest. I cried more until I passed out from pain.

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