Dark Desires (cheating Izuku x mistress reader)

Ch.23

After that Izuku became distant. He never even came to the bar and it's been a week. Of course I was worried and texted him but he never answered me.

I laid in bed looking at my phone. Did I do something wrong? Maybe I said something? I don't know what it was but I was getting tired of sleeping in a cold bed.

That morning I didn't get out of bed. Hell I didn't even turn the lights on. I just looked up at the roof. My phone kept ringing but I just ignored it.

I have been getting depressed easily lately. I should probably see my therapist. I really don't want to go through hell again. Especially since nun of my family live here anymore.

After my parents split my mom got a new boyfriend and moved away with him. My dad He liked to spoil my brother so they moved to America. I don't have grandparents so it's just me.

It's always just been me alone in the dark. I rolled over away from my ringing phone as tears rolled down my face. I should really see my therapist again. I sighed and decided that today was a stay silent and sleep all day day. I pulled my blanket up to my chin and snuggled into it. That's when my eyes caught Izukus hoodie on the floor.

I smiled softly and reached over picking it up. I cuddled with it and closed my eyes.

Later that day.

I had woken up about a hour ago because of a nightmare.

I just looked at my phone that was getting messages and calls. I sighed putting my face in my pillow.

That's when I heard my front door slam open. But I didn't flinch or jump I didn't move because I didn't care. I heard footsteps run through my apartment. My room door opened.

"Y/n? Are you ok?" Izuku yelled.

"Y/n?" Mina said getting on my bed. She rubbed my back.

"What did you do!" She yelled at him.

"I didn't do anything!" He yelled back.

"Well it looks like you did!" Mina yelled.

"Me and Ochaco I guess made up. I was with her." He said and I sighed

"Guys stop fighting or Go fight somewhere else you know how I feel about that shit." I grumbled. They both stopped.

"You probably haven't ate. I will get you something to eat." Mina said and quickly left. I laid there holding my pillow.

"Y/n what's wrong? Why haven't you answered anyone."Izuku asked softly trying to get me to look at him.

"I just want to be alone." I whispered.

"Are you sure?" He asked and I nodded.

"I was actually thinking about calling my therapist. My um nightmares are back." I whispered. I slowly looked at him.

"I can stay with you tonight or the rest of the week if I have to until you talk to them." He said and I sighed.

"Didn't you and Ochaco make up? Shouldn't you be with her." I grumbled and looked away.

"Is that what all this is about? You missed me?" He asked and I shrugged.

"One of them." I whispered.

"Dose it help if I say I missed you too?" He asked and I shrugged.

"Not really. You should be working things out with Ochaco. Not here with me." I said.

"You say that but we both know you don't want that." He said and I sighed.

"It doesn't matter what I want Izuku." I said tears starting as I looked at him.

"It never mattered what I wanted. It really doesn't matter in this situation either." I cried.

"What if I told you it mattered to me?" He said and I sighed.

"It shouldn't you should be caring about Ochaco." I said and suddenly felt him getting in bed with me. I tried to push him away but I was weak from the lack of food. He held me to his chest.

"Y/n I know Ochaco can take care of herself. Not saying you can't you have for years. But some people need a little more help then others." He said and I sighed picking at his shirt.

"You shouldn't you made up with your girlfriend." I said and he sighed.

"She promised not to cheat on me again but to be honest when I looked at the time when she said no one has heard from you for hours I got extremely worried. So." He said and he leaned down kissing me softly. I was surprised but kissed back.

"Oh you guys are so cute. I mean I know you guys crossed a line and everything but...... Ochaco has changed a lot and I don't like it." Mina said and we jumped pulling away. I blushed and hid in izukus chest.

"Anyway here is some food. I'll leave since I know he will take care of you." She said and put a tray of food on the bed before leaving.

He let me go and got the tray.

"I still think that you should be with Ochaco." I said and he shook his head.

"Nope I already kissed you. Besides I'd rather listen and take care of you then hear about how I'm not treating her right." He said and I sighed.

"There isn't changing your mind is there?" I asked and he shook his head looking at me.

"Nope." He said smiling.

"Ok." I sighed and he handed me food.

He made me eat and he made me take a shower.

When I was done and he was busy doing something I went to the kitchen. I sat in the corner of the kitchen in a ball as my phone rang calling my therapist.

I talked to her since she decided to let me talk over the phone to help sooner.

"Please tell me there is someone with you? I know you're not good all alone like this." She said and I sighed. Izuku then walked in and smiled softly at me.

"Yes there is." I said as he walked over and sat next to me. He put a arm around my shoulders and pulled me close. He kissed my head.

"Let me talk to them for a second." She said and I handed the phone over to Izuku.

He talked to her for a little bit and soon hung up. He rubbed my shoulder.

"You'll be ok. If you don't mind me asking what's the reason you got so upset in these past few weeks?" He asked and I sighed.

"My mom she um wants to come visit. Even tho I said no she's still coming. She has a way of getting in my head. I'm sorry for being so much trouble. Just talking to her and the attack made me have nightmares and I kinda missed you." I said snuggling into him.

"You can always call me Y/n I'll come." He said and I sighed.

"I know but it just feels wrong."I said.

He didn't say anything just hugged me tighter.

I wanted to call him but I also didn't want to get between him and Ochaco. It feels so right but wrong at the same time.