You and Me - together

i don't agree

Alec was reading some reports but suddenly he  looked up at the door when he heard the door closing and locking sound. He was tense and stood up.

Simon, Jace and Izzy put a sign board of 'do not disturb' on the door outside and stood there making sure no one would come and try to go inside.

Alec didn't utter a word, he felt his legs were numb, he didn't look directly into eyes. He slowly walked to the door.

"we need to talk, you can't hide or run from me forever" Magnus shouted trying to hold Alec's hand.

Alec backed away "iam not hiding…can't you see, there is nothing between us to talk, i don't want to talk".

"now you behave like that…. I talked to my dad and i made myself clear to him. come on, talk to me, you don't have to be afraid of anything, let's go to Newyork…and look at yourself…. you look not good enough" Magnus said staring at his angel's weak face.

"Iam not afraid….and can't you do one thing I asked…." Alec shouted meeting his eyes with his boyfriend. "you promised me, you won't interfere in my life and sacrifice anything for me. you will let me take my decisions…. remember that" he said.

"you want me support in this stupid decision" Magnus asked and continued "what got into you". He moved forward and continued "can't you fight for me, for yourself, don't you know what's right!!! you are just gonna give up and share me with someone else...can you live with that fact!".

"please don't come near" Alec mumbled looking down, feeling suffocated and afraid to burst out.

"I heard thousand times you are saying how you gonna propose me, how you want our marriage, how you want grow old with me, you made full of dreams…think about those, think about someone being in your position with me, are you okay with that!!!" Magnus asked.

Alec back hit the wall and he was keep asking Magnus to stop saying and that he doesn't remember anything "please Magnus, please…. please don't, please hear me, you don't understand…" he closed his eyes and continued "I swear on me, if you go against my will, you will see me dead".

"ALEC!" Magnus shouted raising his hand.

Alec closed his eyes and tears started to fall down. He didn't know what to do, how to convince Magnus, slowly opened his eyes, still everything looked blurry because of tears.

"don't try to tie me with stupid swears….if i hear something like that again, i  won't stop my hand next time. no promise bigger than you, i can break anything. either you listen to me or i will make you, if you keep being stubborn like this i will kidnap you and take you far away from here. even you can't see your siblings anymore, for whom you are ready to sacrifice me" Magnus shouted.

Alec was crying so badly "don't do that, please do as i say, iam begging you…. please"

Magnus doesn't know what to do, he tried everything, he tried to talk with love, he tried to scare and talk friendly, but Alec doesn't in the stage of hearing anything.

Alec keeps saying what he made in his mind.

"Angel, please look at me, loot at me" Magnus cupped Alec cheeks, making him see in his eyes.

"there is no fucking way, i will do what you asking, and no one is dare to force you to do anything. not me, not my father, not anyone….i told my decision to my dad, he…." Magnus words cut off when Alec started to mumble "no, no….no you don't, please don't talk to your father…. please….i swear iam gonna kill mys…." his words doesn't finished because Magnus kissed him.

Magnus knew what Alec was doing, he knew everything about Alec.

right now, the situation will turn out more ugly than it already is. If Alec keep lose his courage.

"shhh….shh…okay okay…i hear you. I do….shhhh" Magnus said in between kisses, making Alec calm.

Alec hands gripped Magnus edge of shirt, not too tight and his whole body was shaking and he was responding to Magnus kisses slowly.

"nahh.." Alec mumbled when Magnus started to remove shirt and made his way to the neck to nibble.

Alec was biting his own lip, trying not to scream or moan "nahhh, don't…. please, i don't want t…." he was stopped by Magnus' lips on his, tears were stopped because he was only thinking about Magnus.

Magnus slowly made Alec lay on the floor and he was on top of him "shhh….i know you" he again kissed Alec.

"what taking so long" Jace was pacing back and forth in the corridor.

Izzy stood leaning against the wall in front of Alec's cabin "my legs are hurting…it's been hours. shall we go in, or leave them…. Magnus will come and say that he managed to convince Alec or not" she said.

"there is nothing much, only silence and something Alec mumbling, I don't know properly…. they are talking so silently compared to begin" Simon said putting his ear close to the door.

He heard door knob sound, quickly backed away and saw Magnus opening the door and came out.

"did he agree…did you convince him!!!" Izzy asked coming forward, three of them looking at Magnus with hoping eyes.

"no, he is too stubborn" Magnus mumbled, started to walk.

"wait that's it…you took hours, and you are telling him you didn't convince him" Jace asked.

"don't tell me, you are fucking my brother this whole time while we are waiting outside for answer…because that is so disgusting comparing the situation we are all in and Alec" Izzy gasped and said seriously.

"fine!! do you want here….he is out of his mind, he doesn't listening to me, he doesn't know what his talking, he is going crazy with lot of stuff…..and yes i fucked him, i thought i can convince him while we are making love, I had tiny bit of hope that i can control him but he made his stupid mind so fuckingly…..and and he is panicking and going through the stuff, me and him hardly tried to overcome. I barely managed to relax him and release his stress" tears were forming in eyes and started to fall "I don't know what he heard or what made him this damage…he is broken…so fuckingly. and the worst part my father broken him, turned him into million pieces…it took me one and half year to manage Alec issues and emotions, and we still taking precautions…and the two fucking hours iam not there where I have to suppose to be, everything collapsed….my life collapsed, he was broken….and there is no way i will leave my father peacefully for what he did to Alec. and there is no way i will stand back and watch Alec to let do stupid things without thinking. not for siblings and not even for me" Magnus said.

Everyone stood silently and stared at Magnus.