[UNION] Fidelity » IYLE 2 || HANHUN/ HUNHAN

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A/N: Surprise update!

So.. this new chapter is too long compared to the previous ones in terms of the number of words. 🧐

But that's because this contains full smut so... Let's just enjoy the long ass ride of a chapter..! 👅✨

Lu Han and Sehun shall forget every single worry for a small while <3

So I was still writing when I made this note, but now it became so lengthy like O.O but yeah! Let's just say I enjoyed it too much 😅

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Lu Han shakily gasps for another breath, head hung low as water drips down his bangs that stick to his forehead, and as water flows down his soaked, blood-stained clothes.

The sound of the ripples under his feet rings in his head, and Lu Han wants to scream, wants to run away, wants to have everything that can ease this feeling.

Sehun.

Sehun would make all of this feel better. His omega's scent would calm him down, make him feel at ease and like an alpha. Make him believe that he's an alpha who can protect and love Sehun the way he deserves.

But he doesn't want Sehun to see him like this.

And he doesn't want to see it for himself. He doesn't want to know how much he isn't that alpha. He doesn't want to know how different and better this fake scent would make Sehun feel.

Lu Han scrubs hard on his forearms, on his palm, his fingers, that he even makes himself bleed, all of the crimson liquid thankfully getting drained on the bathroom floor.

Lu Han sobs, waiting and waiting for another time, but when his wounds heal and when his tissues regenerate..

.. that different vanilla scent is still there.

Lu Han collapses on the bathroom floor, blurred gaze glued on his clenched fists as he frowns.

His strong sense of smell only makes it worse.

And Lu Han knows that Sehun's wolf wants this, is aware that this is what an omega deserves, but then..

But then..

Lu Han bites on the inside of his lips, shaking his head furiously and grabbing his hair.

'Hyung..'

Lu Han pauses, shifting his hopeless gaze to the floor as he hears Sehun's voice in his mind.

'Sehunnie,' Lu Han responds, and he tightly grabs his shirt against his chest, willing himself to calm down after realizing that Sehun most probably has an idea of his emotions because of their mate bond.

'Is everything alright, Lu Han hyung? I'm near home, alpha~ Chanyeol hyung is with me. I'm very safe! Don't worry, okay?'

Lu Han lets his mouth fall open as he breathes through his lips, nodding his head even though he knows Sehun won't see.

'Okay, babe,' Lu Han whispers into the link and closes his eyes, stifling another cry as he clasps his mouth with his hand.

Sehun..

Lu Han wants to be selfish. Wants Sehun to like him without this forged scent. Wants to believe that he can make Sehun happy all by himself.

But this scent won't just disappear.

And Sehun would like this.

Of course, he will. This is a perfect scent of a loving and loyal alpha.

Lu Han frowns in despair and looks down at his drenched shirt, just now noticing the discomfort of his wet clothes.