[UNION] Fidelity » IYLE 2 || HANHUN/ HUNHAN

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"W-What did you just say?"

Sehun's eyes seem to want to tell him something that he can't put into words.

Glowing emerald, Sehun's irises disappear from Lu Han's sight when the omega shuts his eyelids.

"Sehun.."

"I'm sorry.." Sehun whispers and sighs, eyes still closed. "That I only realized it wasn't yours.. when it wore off, alpha."

Lu Han quickly searches for words to say, not wanting to just let Sehun say sorry for something he shouldn't apologize for.

"I'm sorry you had to ask Baekhyun hyung to put a scent perfume on you," Sehun mumbles, opening his eyes and looking up hesitatingly at Lu Han. "Why, alpha? Do you want me to be more submissive?"

"No," Lu Han quickly answers, even before he can fully understand everything that Sehun has said. "No, it's my fault, Sehun. Don't say sorry for anything."

"If it's not something I should be sorry about, then why did you call Baekhyun hyung earlier for it, hyung? He left me and Chanyeol because you called him.."

Lu Han's eyebrows furrow in confusion. "I didn't call Baekhyun," Lu Han emphasizes. "He came here without telling me."

Sehun stares intently at Lu Han like he's looking for something in Lu Han's eyes.

"Believe me," Lu Han says. "He came here to offer it to me."

Sehun's lips twitch, and he blinks his gaze away. "What did he tell you?" he mutters.

Lu Han doesn't even want to tell Sehun any of it.

Sehun breathes in and out slowly as the silence fills the room. And Lu Han lets out a helpless sigh, leaning down and sliding one arm behind Sehun, the omega's body pliant as always as Lu Han shifts their position so he can sit up with Sehun straddling his waist.

Sehun is looking to his bottom left when Lu Han finally settles them.

"Please look at me, Sehun," Lu Han softly says.

Sehun takes a sharp breath before nodding, shifting a tentative glance at Lu Han.

"Do you feel distant?" Lu Han asks, looking down at Sehun's chest before willing himself to meet Sehun's eyes again.

Sehun's eyelashes quiver before he nods. And Lu Han waits for several seconds for Sehun to say something, anything.

Sehun doesn't.

"Can I do something about it?" Lu Han inquires.

"I want to ask you again.." Sehun whispers, casting his gaze on Lu Han's neck. "Why did you wear a scent perfume?"

"Were you avoiding my question?" Lu Han asks, hurt laced in his tone.

Sehun looks back at Lu Han at this, and his trembling fingers find their way to Lu Han's nape, gently massaging Lu Han's scalp. "Please answer mine first, alpha.. I promise I'll be good and answer everything else."

Lu Han bites back a sob. "I don't have enough courage to tell my own omega what happened," Lu Han whispers, a slight frown playing on his features as he looks everywhere but Sehun. "I couldn't be strong enough for us.."