I'm a mess (on hold) :: kian a.u

chapter 4

krista

it's currently friday. kian and I haven't spoken since our 'fight' on wednesday. the transition from speaking to someone everyday to not speaking to them at all is very strange.

meanwhile, jack and I have been texting 24/7. i'm really excited to go to six flags on saturday with him. 

I have the constant annoying butterflies in my stomach and they won't leave me alone. it's quite annoying.

my phone vibrates and I see a text from jc.

to: krissy kris

meet me and connor at starbucks in 10 asap

I wonder what that's about.

I got dressed and drove to starbucks. jc and connor already have their drinks and are sitting at a table. connor is checking out a hot guy and jc is lighting a cigarette. typical.

connor first told us he was gay in ninth grade, but i've known all along.it was just one of those things that everyone figured out before he said anything. jc has a messed up family, so he drinks and smokes quite often. when he sees i'm upset or bothered by him doing it he usually stops for a while. jc's mom left when he was little, so it's just him and his dad. he's relied on me and connor for most of his life to get through things.

"so kris. lets see a picture of this jack dude." said connor.

I showed them a picture of him and connor's eyes lit up.

"damn. he's cute. you sure he's not gay?" I laughed.

"yes conn. i'm sure." he sighed.

"looks pretty gay to me. look at that hair!" connor said. 

"enough with that connor. so when's your next date?" jc asked.

"actually, we're going to six flags in new jersey tomorrow." they both got really excited.

"ooooooh! an official date. I like." connor said.

"I really like him guys. it's definitely a step up from liking kian my whole life." I said.

"I still ship it. you two would be so cute. but you and jack=power couple!" connor said.

two cups of coffee later, the three of us left starbucks. jack has been texting me all night. I like that he always texts me, even if i'm not texting him. boys are so confusing; they always send me mixed signals. but not jack. I know that he actually likes me and that he wouldn't do anything to ruin our relationship. or whatever this thing we have is. maybe I'm just being too trusting. 

I pulled up in my driveway, and of course kian is sitting on my front porch.

"thanks for the invite, bestie." he said sarcastically.

"it was jc and connor's idea. sorry. my mom is home, you know. she would've let you inside." I explained.

"I was waiting for you. i'm sorry i've been m.i.a. recently. I wasn't mad at you, I just needed some time. please don't let whatever 'this' is, get in between you and I. I love you kris, you're practically family." he explained.

the next thing kian did wasn't a total surprise, but I wasn't expecting it.

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filler chapter woo. not really a woo. hope you enjoyed!

-amanda