I'm a mess (on hold) :: kian a.u

chapter 12

kian

I really really really like krista. like a whole lot. usually I'm quite confident when it comes to girls. In middle school, I was that one kid who always got all of the girls.

but suddenly, I actually have no idea how to talk to her. it's like a switch flipped inside my head. she's so perfect, and I feel like if I mess one thing up she won't like me anymore.

I want to take her on a real date. not just take her to clubs and go on late-night drives.

I picked up my phone and dialed krista's number.

after the third ring she finally answered.

"kian , it's like 8 am. why are you calling me so early?" I could hear the annoyance in her voice.

"sorry for calling you so early. do you have anything planned for tonight?" I asked.

"yeah, I'm hanging out with jc and connor tonight. and I need to study for my chemistry exam. how about tomorrow?" she said.

"well, I might need to babysit tomorrow but I'll try my best to get out of it. I'll pick you up at 7?" hopefully this will all work out.

"sure. see you then. oh and please, let's not go to another club. I don't feel like getting drunk and sleeping with you again." she replied.

"okay. see you then." and then I hung up.

I already had the date planned out.

I'm going to make sure that everything is perfect.

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krista

I felt bad about not being able to hang out with kian tonight, but I really needed to talk to jc and connor. they're my best friends and I need to update them on the excitement that's been my life recently.

I know that kian wants to take me on an 'official date' because that's all he's been talking about lately.

I think it's really sweet. he's never been extremely romantic, according to andrea.

I'm fine with that. that's not my type. I don't like it when boys are clingy and over-romantic. I'm usually independent, and I don't want a boyfriend who will change that. 

jc, connor, and I were going to dinner together. I needed to give them an update of the life of krista.

I saw jc's car pull up in my driveway.

"hey stranger. long time no see." jc said sarcastically. he will not stop giving me grief over the fact that I've been so busy lately that I lowkey forgot about my best friends.

"you guys will not believe how much stuff has gone on lately."

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we pulled up into the parking lot of Panera and I stepped out of the car. I ordered my usual meal: a macaroni and cheese with a green tea.

all that Panera reminded me of was my date with jack.

I pushed that thought out of my mind as I grabbed my food.

"so," said jc. "update us on the wonderful life that you've acquired recently."

"well. jack and I broke up, and then I slept with kian on accident and I guess we are sort of a thing..?" connor's mouth was wide open and jc was just staring at me.

"oh my god!" they said in unison.

"what do you mean you slept with him?" connor asked. jc mouthed 'you haven't told him yet?' and I shook my head. 

"I mean he was shirtless and I wasn't wearing pants when I woke up so we both kind of assumed that's what happened." I replied.

"oh god. okay, wow." connor said.

"so, has he popped the question?" he asked.

"no, but he's planning an 'official date' with me tomorrow. I'm sure he will ask me tomorrow. " I said.

"well, you don't have bad taste. jack was pretty hot and kian is a total panty dropper." connor said.

"okay man, I really need to get you into some sports or something." jc said.

-

after we had finished our meals, we went back to my house.

"I really don't tell you guys how thankful I am. I love you guys. thank you for everything." I said. I don't usually get mushy, so when I do you know I really mean it.

"now now, kris. no need to get all john green on us. we love you too even though you're extremely high maintenance." connor said.

they pulled into my driveway and I opened my front door to see kian sleeping on my couch. It's only 9 o'clock at night. I gently shook him to wake him up.

"well hey krista. you're finally home." He said.

"how long have you been here?" I asked.

"only a few hours. your mom let me in." kian replied.

"I brought food as well. and some movies. which one do you wanna watch?"

he brought mean girls, the notebook, and insidious. he knows me so well.

"mean girls, duh!" I said.

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we were halfway through mean girls and kian was almost asleep again. I was curled up in his arms. It felt so nice to have him hold me like this.

"krista, I've told you this so many times in the past two days, but I really like you."

"I really like you too." I said.

he gave me a little kiss on the cheek and that's the last thing I remember before I fell asleep.

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this was kind of a filler chapter sorry ! I have big things planned for this story. they will happen soon.  love you guys!

-amanda