I'm a mess (on hold) :: kian a.u

chapter 15

↞krista↠

I woke up to a sleeping kian in bed next to me. he was sound asleep and still looked beautiful. unfortunately, we have school today. I checked my phone to see what time it was, and it's already 6 am. school starts at 7. crap.

"kian, wake up." I shook him gently to wake him up.

"it's so early, why can't I keep sleeping?" he said in a raspy-I-just-woke-up-voice.

"we have school today."

"oh c'mon! can't we just stay home and sleep?" he asked.

"I don't know about you, but I don't want to become a high school dropout." I got out of bed and grabbed my keys.

"ugh, fine, I'll see you at school."

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"today we will be checking your progress on the baby project. everyone, please have your babies out on your desk." said mr. parsons.

he walked up to my desk and examined the baby.

"how is everything going? I know that kian can be a...handful to say the least."

"well, we've survived for a week with the baby and haven't killed each other yet. I think that's an accomplishment." I replied.

"glad to hear that!" mr. parsons said, continuing to walk around the classroom.

the bell rang, dismissing everyone. I was walking to my car when I noticed jack. I was about to say hi when I saw him walking, hand in hand, with andrea.

I can't believe this. since when were they a thing? they seemed pretty close a few weeks ago but I didn't think he would take it this far.

after debating with myself whether or not to approach the pair, I finally made up my mind.

cmon, don't be a chicken. maybe they're just friends. who am I kidding, who could just be friends with a guy like that?

"uh, hey guys." I said awkwardly. andrea gave me the death look and jack just smiled.

"oh, hey krista. how are you?" he asked.

"I'm good, and you?"

"very happy. with andrea. sorry, this is awkward. see you later..maybe?" he said, and then walked away.

well that couldn't have gone any worse.

new text from kiki:

krista can u hang out

to: kiki

yeah sure. ill be over soon

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I drove home, my car speakers blasting some song that I had never heard before. i pulled into my driveway and got out my keys. whenever I was upset, I listened to music. it helps.

my mom was playing with my sister kayla.

"hey mom!" she looked up and smiled.

"hey honey. how was your day?" she questioned.

"good. I'm going over to kian's house for a little bit, okay? call me if you need anything." I replied.

"alright. have fun! but not too much fun. I never trusted that kid."

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I m was looking at my outfit in the mirror. why on earth had i chosen to wear this in public? it was a black crop top with jeans. I looked ridiculous, not to mention that I was practically half naked. I put on a twenty one pilots shirt and kept my jeans on.

my hair was still in a side braid from school and my makeup was still in tact.

I grabbed my white converse and my car keys and walked out the door.

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I was standing outside of kian's apartment, waiting for him to open the door. to be honest, I'm shocked that he's responsible enough to own his own apartment.

"hey kris!" he said, opening the door and motioning for me to come inside.

"hey. so, whatcha wanna do?" I asked.

"let's go to the park." he said.

"um okay. may I ask why?" I said hesitantly. knowing kian, he probably planned something for us.

"no reason. lets go!" he grabbed my hand and pulled me out the door.

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"hope you like it. this was kind of a last minute thing."

kian had set up a little picnic in the middle of this huge park.

"wow...I don't even know what to say," I said.

"oh..if you don't like it we can go-"

I interrupted him by kissing him. he was surprised at first, but then relaxed.

"no! I love it. nobody's ever done something this cute or thoughtful for me before!" I squealed, causing Kian to blush.

"I'm glad you like it. so I have peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, with strawberry jelly because I remember that you hate grape jelly." kian explained.

"always have, always will." I said, grabbing a sandwich.

we talked about a lot of dumb stuff, like the weather and school and music and what color kian should dye his hair.

"this was really fun. I can't believe you planned all of this." I said.

"I can't believe I actually did this. we can go now, if you want." kian said.

"oh cmon! it's almost time for the sun to set! it's so pretty." I replied. I laid down on the blanket and kian did the same.

the sunset was so beautiful. we just sat there, hand in hand, watching the sunset. after that, we watched the stars for awhile.

I felt a few raindrops on my forehead.

"crap. my car is parked a few blocks away, I can go grab it and pick you up if you want." kian said.

I stood up, "I'll race you there!" I screamed.

I just started running and running and I could hear kian screaming from behind me. my hair was dripping down my face and the water was in my eyes.

kian finally caught up to me. "jesus, you're fast!" he said, trying to catch his breath.

all of his hair was in his face and I pushed it out of his eyes.

"this was really sweet and thoughtful. thank you." I said.

kian pushed me against the car and started kissing me. we were both soaked and I was absolutely freezing but I didn't mind.

everytime we kissed or touched, I got that horrible but satisfying feeling in the pit of your stomach. I hated it but loved it at the same time.

I ran my fingers through his soaked hair and his hands were on my cheeks. we finally pulled away and he pushed my hair out of my eyes.

"you're beautiful."

"don't lie, I look like a total mess." I laughed.

" a hot mess!" he exclaimed. I lightly punched him on his arm as we got into the car.

he was slowly falling for me while I was endlessly falling into the abyss that is love.

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I really like this chapter. I hope you guys do too! I might not be updating a lot in the next two weeks because I'll be out of town with no wifi :( I'll try to update ASAP! love you guys xx

-amanda