I'm a mess (on hold) :: kian a.u

chapter 14

↞kian↠

I can't believe krista made me take care of this baby. why would I know how to take care of a baby?

I called my sister to come and help me. god only knows where my mom was, probably out getting drunk somewhere. my sister and I are very close. 

"sis! can you come over and help me with something?" I was praying that she could teach me something because I really don't want krista's help. I want to show her that I can do this without her. I hear responsibility is very attractive.

"great, thanks sis!" I said. thank god.

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"okay, so do you understand now?"

"sorta. so the diaper goes on like this," I said as my sister was trying to demonstrate how to properly change a diaper.

"yeah kind of. you'll get the hang of it, I promise." she said.

"I'm not so sure of that. but thanks for the help, sis." I replied.

"how the hell did you get stuck taking care of a plastic baby?"

"krista thinks I need some responsibility, so she's making me take care of her for a while." my sister nodded her head, indicating that she understood why. 

"I gotta go to work now. call me if you need anything else." she walked out the front door of my apartment.

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"jesus, why won't you SHUT UP?!" this baby was not going to let me sleep tonight. she won't stop crying. 

it's almost 2 am, and my sister's asleep. my only choice is to call krista for help. this is so embarrassing. I wanted to do this without her. I can't even take care of a fake baby!

I dialed krista's number on my phone. this is the last thing I wanted, but I'm exhausted. 

"kian, you do realize that it's almost 2 in the morning, right?" she sounded like she just woke up.

"I know I know, but this baby of ours won't stop crying! can you come over and help me calm her down? I'm sorry."

"I'm on my way." then she hung up the phone.

this is going to be a long night.

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"kian, no you don't put the pacifier there-oh my god get that diaper off of her head!" krista was extremely frustrated with me.

"we've been here for three hours and she won't stop crying. I'm exhausted." she sighed.

"I'm sorry, but I can't figure out how to make her stop crying." krista said.

"and obviously I am NOT good with children." I said. "you can go home if you want. I can deal with no sleep. you don't need to suffer."

"I mean, you already made me come over here at 2 in the morning, so what's the point of going home?" she said.

I was racking my brain, thinking of any way to get this baby to stop crying.

"wait! she's probably hungry. we didn't try to feed her yet." I was very proud of myself.

"wow. I didn't even think about that." krista grabbed her bottle and started feeding her.

"viola! It worked! I'm a genius." I said. krista just rolled her eyes.

"I'm just happy that she stopped crying. I need sleep. I'm gonna pass out." She picked up her purse and jacket and opened the door.

"wait! can't you stay? you know..in case she..uh. starts crying again!" I said.

"can't you handle it? I mean, you did make her stop crying. I think she'll be just fine."

"pleaseeeeee? I can make you breakfast. you know that I'm an awesome chef." she was just standing there and the look on her face told me that she was considering staying.

"fine. but only if I can take a shower first."

"of course you can. do you know where it is?" I asked.

"we've been friends since we were five. by now, I think I remember. can I borrow some clothes? I don't have any with me except for the ones I'm wearing. they aren't very comfortable." she said.

"uh yeah. you'll probably be swimming in them, though. I'll grab you something."

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half an hour later, krista walks down the stairs in my twenty one pilots shirt that I outgrew a long time ago. the sleeves are so big that I can't even see her arms. I couldn't help but laugh.

"don't laugh! it's not my fault that your arms are as long as a giant's." she said.

"you look so cute and tiny! I can't help but laugh." I said, causing her cheeks turning a bright shade of pink.

"okay okay, but I'm really tired. I need sleep. we still have to go to school tomorrow."

"how about you just skip school and hang out with me instead?" I asked.

"I'd love to, but I have a huge test in chemistry. it counts for like, 70% of our grade." she sighed.

"ugh. maybe some other time. I'll show you where you can sleep. I'm pretty tired too." I replied.

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my room was an absolute mess since I hadn't had time to clean it recently.

"sorry for the mess." i mumbled. krista just nodded.

"I can sleep on the floor and you can have the bed." I said.

"don't be stupid. you can sleep in the bed with me. it's not like we haven't done it before."

I climbed into bed next to her and she wrapped her arms around me.

it's killing me inside; I just want to be with her. I'm worried that she doesn't feel the same way.

I glance over at her to see that she's already fast asleep. I close my eyes and let myself fall into a deep sleep.

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sorry that this chapter was crap. thank you for so many reads and votes! I'm pretty happy with where the sorry is going. love you guys. xx

-amanda