chapter 27

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by diizzyhurricane

by diizzyhurricane

krista

"a crappy hotel room. this is where you've decided to take me on this adventure?" jack had led me into a very old and dingy hotel room.

"I come here a lot. to think, sometimes smoke a cigarette. I've written most of my songs in this room." he said. jack took a seat on one of the beds. I sat across from him.

"have you written any about me?" I asked quietly. he nodded.

"I wouldn't call them songs. more like, romantic poetry." he said and I couldn't help but laugh a little.

jack kept staring at me. I tried not to stare at him, though that was very challenging.

I can't believe I'm doing this. I feel as if I'm betraying kian. I know why jack took me on this adventure; I'm not oblivious to that. I'm rather curious as to what he expects to happen.

"what exactly are we?" I asked. jack shrugged, still staring at me.

"you know what I want us to be, but that'll never happen again." he sighed.

"I have a lot of questions. first of all, why did you fake-date andrea?" I questioned.

"to make you jealous. at first, I thought you were dating kian only to make me regret breaking up with you. I know now that's not the case."

"why didn't you talk to me about this sooner?" I asked.

"you and kian look so happy together. I wasn't going to be the one to ruin that just because I made an ignorant decision." he paused.

"it wasn't ignorant. I would've broken up with me, too. I was the worst girlfriend ever. plus, we both agreed that it was for the best." jack laughed at that.

"yeah, well, these past couple months have been terrible. I went out with a few girls but none of them were as beautiful as you." those words made my heart flutter.

"jack, you know we can't-I can't." I said as he moved over to sit next to me.

"no, krista. let me finish. you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. that month that we dated, or whatever that was considered, was one of the best months of my life. you made me so happy, and I didn't realize it until you were gone. I know that I can't have you again, but I really needed for you to hear that."

I was staring into those big eyes of his in shock. I don't know what I was shocked about, but I was at a loss for words. this isn't right, my conscious said in my mind.

"I'm sorry, but I might've fallen in love with you all over again tonight." jack whispered, moving closer to me.

"it's okay. maybe I did, too." I said, moving closer to him.

krista, stop.

I could practically hear jc and connor's voices inside my head.

he stared at me, making me nervous. his lips met mine and they felt just the same as they did a few months ago. the familiar taste of peppermint and cigarettes returned. I ran my fingers through his hair as we deepened the kiss.

I wrapped my legs around his waist, so I was now straddling him. he seemed a little surprised but went along with it. he lay back on the bed and I collapsed on top of him, our lips still touching.

"Jack, we shouldn't be doing this." I said, pulling away.

"I've never been one to follow the rules." he said before crashing his lips forcefully back onto mine.

this was really awkward :-/ I'm horrible at writing things like this.

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