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TW- intrusive thoughts

crybaby: CRAIG
crybaby: AWESOME NEWS

craigory: what

crybaby: OMG
crybaby: GUESS WHAT DUDE

craigory: oh my god can you just say it already

crybaby: TWEEK LIKES YOU BACK!!!! GO GET YOUR MAN!!!!!

craigory: that's not funny clyde

crybaby: i'm not jokinggggg

craigory: look
craigory: tweek DOESNT like me and he never will
craigory: can you just give it up already??
craigory: i'm tired of you trying to get my hopes up
craigory: it's just hurting me more, ok?

crybaby: dude i'm being fr

craigory: please just give it up
craigory: i don't wanna hear about it anymore

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stupid clyde.

it worked the first few times. he pointed something out and got my hopes up. but tweek doesn't like me.

i can move on. not yet.

but not getting my hopes up with help.

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oh jesus! clyde's totally gonna tell craig, and then my life is OVER.

he'll HATE me!!!

i wouldn't be able to bear it.

he makes me feel safe, and calm. i feel like i can breath around him. he just holds my hand and i don't feel like everyone's judging me. hating me.

it would be so nice if he could love me back. or at least like me.

it's pointless, though. hoping.

he's straight.

god, i've been in love with him for so long. ever since that stupid fight stan and his stupid group set up.

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i feel bad.

i thought that craig would be happy.

i've ruined everything. this is why tolkien doesn't love me. this is why nobody loves me. bebe never did, she said so.

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