3rd person POV:
Jungkook wrapped his arms around the elder's back as he bit his lip harshly to stop his moans from escaping while the man thrusted inside him mercilessly while holding his hips.
Taehyung came inside the younger with a loud moan as he slumped on his husband's body.. falling unconscious right away because of the alcohol he had not too long before.
Jungkook released a silent sob when he heard his husband muttering the name..'jungwoon' in his sleep.
The younger wiped his eyes from the tears with the palm of his eyes as he gently laid the elder beside him after sliding him out of his body.
He picked the tissues from the side table as he cleaned his own face before wiping himself a little before he limped to the washroom.
He walked inside the shower stall before turning on the cold water even though it was full winters before he slumped down on the ground with his back to the wall.
"It's okay.. he will m-move on." He whispered to himself while his body shivered with the icy cold water falling on him covering his warm tears that were falling on his cheeks.
He brought his knees closer to himself as he wrapped his arms around them before placing his head on them while he looked blankly at nothing with tears flowing away with the shower water.
"It's been 2 years.. how long." He asked himself as his face got read because of the tears while sobs built up in his chest.. he patted his chest before he leaned his head back on the window and closed his eyes while his hand still rubbing his chest.."it h-hurts.. why does this hurt so much."
"Will i ever succeed in being jungwoon?" He asked himself again as he ran his hand through his wet hair falling over his eyes.
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He wore his robe after he slipped out of the washroom after the long cold shower before he limped to the kitchen while wincing slightly here and there.
Jungkook opened a cabinet before he made the hangover soup and some headache pills for the sleeping male and placed it aside before taking out two pills for himself and gulping them down.. those being birth control and painkillers.
He picked up the tray before walking back trying not to wince at the pain in his legs and turned the lights on as he placed the tray on the bedside table.
He took a deep breath before he plastered a smile on his lips and shook the elder's shoulders to wake him up.
"Woonie~ just 5 minutes more baby~" the sleeping man rasped in his sleepy voice as he turned towards the other side while closing his ears.
Jungkook's smile wavered as his eyes teared up before he looked up and blinked them away and smiled to himself again.
He shook his husband's shoulder again.."t-taehyung.. wake up. It's j-jungkook." He stopped himself from pulling his hair when he stuttered.
When he heard that name.. taehyung groaned before getting up while rubbing his eyes.."jungkook.. you needed something?" He asked as he leaned his body back on the headrest and held his head in hands because of the intense headache.
"No.. nothing. You had a hangover right? I made soup for you and brought this headache pills as well.. and you need to leave for an early meeting and it is already 6 am.. so i woke you up. I am sorry for interrupting your sleep." Jungkook answered with a smile but teary eyes.
"Thank you so much jungkook." Taehyung said as he stared at his face but couldn't bring himself to genuinely smile back at him so he fakely smiled at him.
"N-no problem.. i am your husband.. it's my duty to take care of you because i love you so much." Jungkook confessed.. as he placed the tray in elder's lap.
"I love you too." Taehyung whispered back as he stared at his face the whole time.
Jungkook looked away from him as his hand curled around the fabric of his robe clutching harshly on it that it could almost rip it off.. his grip was so tight."i know you do." He whispered as he chuckled bitterly.
"I will get your suit ready." Jungkook said as he looked at the elder one last time who was blankly having the soup and nodded his head in response.
Jungkook's smile slipped off right away when he stood up and walked away from him before he went to the walk in closet and picked out a neatly ironed suit, a matching tie and shoes for him.
"I picked all of them.. just take a shower and call me if you need something.. i will be in the kitchen making breakfast. Do you want something special to eat?" Jungkook asked him as he didn't turn towards him while tears drip down his cheek.
Taehyung wiped his tears as he closed the necklace with picture of two males kissing in it and placed it back in the bedside table. "N-no i don't need anything." He replied before he gulped down the headache pill and got up from bed as he wore the underwear that his husband had placed beside him before already.
"Okay." Jungkook said as he went to the kitchen again.
I am sorry jungkook.. but i wish it was him instead of you who was waking me up and not you. I am so sorry.
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Glimpse Of Us ✓
FanfictionJungkook and taehyung are husbands and jungkook is madly in love with his husband but taehyung can't help himself but see glimpses of him and his ex in jungkook's eyes every time he looks at him. Top tae Bottom kook