Glimpse Of Us ✓

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3rd person POV:

Jungkook had been laying in bed as he held his head in hands while clutching his hair tightly and was trying not to groan.

"My head is going to explode." He whispered to himself as he pinched his eyes shut due to the dizziness.

He sat up and groaned loudly when he felt a wave of dizziness hitting him again while still clutching his hair tightly.

"Jungw- jungkook!" Taehyung yelled immediately as he entered the room when he heard the groan. He had just come back home from work and was a little tipsy because he had a drink or half at a company party today without realising.

"I don't have it in me to deal with this right now." Jungkook muttered to himself as he leaned back on the headrest when he heard the elder about to say his brother's name once again even though he hasn't said it for the last few days.

"Are you okay?" Taehyung asked as he took a seat beside him.

"Do i look okay to you? Please leave hyung." Jungkook said as he pointed at the door with his empty hand that wasn't pulling his hair.

"I am not leaving wo- jungkook." Taehyung cursed at himself as he was about to say the name again but that was just because he was tipsy and couldn't really think very well.. not because he could see jungwoon in jungkook again.

"My head is killing me already like it going to explode. I really don't have it in me to deal with my emotions, with you or with anything else right now.

Please leave.. or wait.. i will leave instead. You can call for jungwoon all you want when i am not here.. just not in front of me right now because i can't take it anymore." Jungkook blurted to the elder who's eyes widened as he heard that.

Jungkook sat on the edge of the bed and was about to get up the leave the room before he felt dizziness again making him fall back on the bed.

It was like taehyung's tipsiness flew out of the window as he saw that and heard him. He sat beside him again as he tried to make him look at him.

He tried to touch jungkook's arm who turned towards him with a glare as he swatted his hand away from him.

"I told you to leave me alone didn't i taehyung? Can I not get some alone time? I told you i can't deal with you right now, didn't i? I don't want you to see me like this.. can you not respect that?" Jungkook said as he looked at him with teary eyes.

"J-jungkook.. don't be like this. Let me take c-care of you." Taehyung requested.. his hands itching to just wipe those tears away.

"I don't want you to take care of me. I have been doing that well by myself from last 2 years." Jungkook sighed to himself as he said that while he pulled his hair harshly for being rude to the elder and the throbbing pain.

"Please just leave. I really don't know what is happening to me and i don't want to talk to you like this either." Jungkook requested with closed eyes.

"I can't leave you alone in this condition jungkook." Taehyung muttered as he felt tears in his own eyes at the tears falling on jungkook's cheeks and heard what was true from jungkook's own mouth.

"Then you are going to 'take care' of me while being drunk like this? You must have gotten drunk again to drink the pain away from losing jungwoon, right? I know it is. I am too used to it to be surprised about it anymore. What are you here for actually, be honest!  To fuck me again and moan jungwoon's name? Go ahead and just do it. I am used to that too. Want me to remove my clothes, right? Wait." Jungkook said as he removed his hand from his hair and went to the hem of his tshirt.