Glimpse Of Us ✓

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3rd person POV:

Please not again. Please not again. He will say his name again. He will. Please don't do this to me again.

Jungkook chanted in his mind as tears fell down from the side of his pinched shut eyes as he moaned deeply when the man above him hit his prostate.

"Jungkook.. baby look at me." Taehyung whispered as he swiped his sweat smothered hair away from his forehead and kissed it softly before placing his lips on the younger's parted ones as he kissed him gently while thrusting slowly but hardly inside him.

When he heard his name, a sob escaped his chest which got drowned into the kiss as he smiled into it.

Taehyung pulled away from the kiss when they were out of breath before he latched his lips on his neck as he muttered 'jungkook' breathlessly while he moved in and out of the younger at a rapid pace.

Jungkook didn't even bother hiding his sobs as he cried loudly hearing his name from the elder's voice for the first time.." t-taehyung.. taehyung." He cracked out between the sobs as he held onto him tightly.

He soon came with a loud wail when the man thrusted one last time before finishing inside him as well. Jungkook didn't hesitate before wrapping himself around his husband as he hugged him tightly while burying his face into his neck.

"Jungkook.. are you alright baby?" Taehyung asked softly as he pulled the younger on top of his body as he didn't look ready to move away from him  anytime soon.. as he stroked his sweaty hair.

"Y-yes.. just s-sensitive.. it's no-nothing." Jungkook answered in between his sobbing.. he hastily wiped his face as he pulled his head away from the elder and was about to get up from him when the elder pulled him back.

"I am sorry.. for hurting you." Taehyung apologised to him with a guilty smile.

Jungkook shook his head as he smiled at him.."y-you.." he said about to say something when a sob interrupted him again as his body shook.. he wiped his face again with trembling hands as he rubbed his chest to control himself.

It's just a name.. you are over reacting. Jungwoon would never act like this.

He told himself in his mind as he furrowed his eyebrows and took a deep breath.. "you didn't hurt me.. i g-gave you my consent to d-do anything.. you weren't that r-rough today." Jungkook finally finished what he wanted to say.

Taehyung sighed as he heard the younger say that.. he pulled the boy in a hug again himself this time as he rubbed his bare back constantly to calm him down..

I know what you are crying for.. this isn't the only thing i was saying sorry for. I am sorry that i dragged you to this place where just a name is making you react like that. I am so sorry for doing this to you. I am so sorry.

"I am still sorry. Very sorry. I am a very oblivious man, i don't realise things unless they are worded out to me.. so talk to me if anything is worrying you.

You are kim jungkook my husband, shouldn't we talk out our problems to each other. We shouldn't keep everything in our heart all alone till it fills too much that it could burst out any time with no possibility of going back to how it was before.

Even when you gave me your consent.. tell me if you suddenly change your mind even in between, i wouldn't force you to go further. Do you understand?" Taehyung asked as he tucked the younger's hair behind his ear.

Jungkook didn't understand why the elder was saying all this but he hummed in response.."i understand.. but.. is it weird if i ask you to say my n-name again? P-please." He asked as he nibbled on his bottom lip and looked at the elder with wide glossy eyes.

"Kim Jungkook.. it's not weird at all. Don't worry.." taehyung muttered guiltily as he pecked the younger's forehead and released a shaky sigh.

"Thank you so much hyu-.. taehyung." Jungkook whispered as he closed his eyes while leaning on him.

"You can call me hyung." Taehyung told him as he ran his fingers through his hair.. "these have gotten longer these days.. let's go get a haircut tomorrow.. mine have grown longer too.hm?" Taehyung asked as he saw the younger's head perking up at hearing that.

"B-but- ..jungwoon called you taehyung and had longer hair. -Okay."  He thought in his mind but ended up just nodding his head and humming in response.

"I am sorry.."taehyung apologised for the nth time again "i love you.. so so so much. I love you so much." Jungkook confessed sincerely and sighed as he saw the elder looking into his eyes again.. he was ready to feel the piercing ache in his heart again which he has come to love knowing that the 'i love you too' isn't meant for him.

"I know you do." Taehyung chuckled as he looked away from his face and looked up at the ceiling instead.."sleep now.. don't worry i will clean us up later."

Jungkook furrowed his eyes in confusion when he heard that..

He didn't say it back.. should i be sad that he didn't say it back or be happy that he didn't say a lie. And since when he does this 'aftercare' .. he's usually asleep or prefers to not talk after we are done with it.

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