Glimpse Of Us ✓

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3rd person POV:

Taehyung sat on the couch in front of the bed where his husband's unconscious body had been laying.

He couldn't help but sob into his hands as all he could see was the same face lying down there on the hospital bed 2 years ago.. lifelessly. He couldn't get that scene out of his head no matter how much he tried to.

And Jungkook's point was hence proven once again, even when he has no clue what happened to his husband and he could die.. yet all he could see was jungwoon instead of him.

He can remember every single word jungkook said to him in the bathroom and he couldn't defend himself to anything because everything was true.

Everything he had been doing for the younger was out of guilt but he could swear he didn't see jungwoon in him anymore, neither did he spend that day in the bathtub with him out of guilt neither was that kiss on the couch out of guilt.

He can't trust himself at this point as to what he was doing or what he wanted to do or what he was thinking or what he was feeling.

He thought he was slowly falling for the younger one these days, falling for his touch, falling for jungkook.. he could swear he felt his heart beating for jungkook instead of jungwoon these days.. but right now as he sits there.. he could once again only see jungwoon laying on the bed attached with so many machines as he struggled to breathe before life finally left his body.

His crying was interrupted as his phone vibrated in his pocket.. he took it out of his pocket and checked who it was..

Min yoongi

Taehyung's breath hitched as soon as he read the name.. he exhaled shakily before he swiped the screen and picked up the call.. "i will be straight to the point taehyung. The divorce papers you asked me to prepare a few days ago are ready. you two just need to sign them.

Tell me when do i send them to you? Right now? Tomorrow morning?"

"Just send them right now.. in room number xx of hospital xxxxxx." Taehyung answered before hanging up the call. Yoongi didn't ask much about it because they shared a strict lawyer and client relationship so there wasn't really a reason for him to ask.

I completely forgot about asking yoongi to make the divorce papers the day i found about jungkook's feeling in the graveyard on that day.

I don't think i can make up for 2 years of torment to jungkook. It's better if i let him go.. maybe then he will finally be happy and will move on to a better life which he never experienced with me.

I should think about him too and not just myself all the time like he said. He deserves to be happy.. which he can never be with me because i have never been able to move on from jungwoon. I was in the process of moving on now that jungkook was finally turning into himself slowly.. but he deserves better than be used like that.

Taehyung thought to himself as he cried silently now while waiting for the check up results as well as waited for the divorce papers to arrive.

He watched as jungkook's chest Rose up and down constantly.. the only assurity he had that he was alive and it wasn't the same scene from two years ago that he was seeing right now.

I don't know what i would do with myself if something happened to you too jungkook. I have lost my first love already, i can't lose you like this too.

Taehyung thought to himself as he laid his head back on the couch and closed his eyes while facing the ceiling.

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