Glimpse Of Us ✓

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3rd person POV:

"Where the fuck are my socks?" Taehyung yelled in frustration as he looked through the drawers and all the clothes to find his socks.

He was finally leaving his apartment and to work after 10 whole days of staying at his house doing nothing but just crying and regretting. Everything was a mess as piles of clothes that were needed to be washed, wrappers of chips and chocolates, ice-creams empty boxes along with take out boxes that were needed to be thrown in trash were all around the house barely making space for even placing a step down on the floor.

Taehyung was wearing an un-ironed suit with lots of wrinkles on it but he couldn't be bothered by it since he didn't know how to iron them.. he tried once but ended up burning his expensive Gucci suit. He had just one sock on in his one foot which he found from somewhere lying around his trash.. i mean living room.

He had a bad cold making his nose whole red and his throat hoarse plus blocked breathing. He had large dark circles under his eyes because of not getting sleep from whole 1 week properly.. plus his stomach was hurting from eating junk food and take outs. But he didn't know how to cook nor did he know where the cold medicines were.

He had to leave because there was an important presentation which he had to attend no matter what and there were other important things that required his presence as well.

Taehyung slumped down on the bed before getting up right away when he realises he sat on a bottle of perfume which he didn't even know what was it doing on bed. He shifted the stuff a little and made himself some space to sit.

He held his head in hands as he breathed through mouth because of cold. He sniffled as tears pooled up in his red and swollen eyes due to both crying and not getting sleep from last 1 week.."jungkook.. i need you." He whispered to himself as he wiped his eyes only for more frustrated tears to fall down.

They say you don't realise someone's importance in your life till they are gone. And taehyung was going through the same thing as he looked around the house which looked like someone looted it.

He has been crying and crying and crying the whole week while occasionally taking his anger on himself out on the stuff around the whole apartment.

He was cursing himself as to why he didn't realise his feelings before like how he is doing right now.. why he keeps seeing jungkook everywhere and jungwoon is non existent to him now.

Why is jungwoon his past suddenly and why is it only now that he has moved on from his ex. Why is it only now that his heart is beating for jungkook and asking for him all the time.

Why is it only now that he is seeing jungkook now even in the inanimate things.. when jungkook was right infront of him ready to give him anything he was seeing glimpses of past in his eyes now he is seeing glimpses of jungkook in every thing possible.

Why is it only now that everything is Hurting because he misses the presence of jungkook so much.. why is it only now that he is in love with jungkook and has realised it when he has lost him already.

It wasn't even that he needed jungkook so much in his life for everything.. that was obvious that he was literally nothing without having someone to lean on when jungkook was the biggest pillar of his life even more than jungwoon. He was too used to having jungkook around, had taken him so for granted that he never bothered to question his feelings to him

while he holded onto his past intentionally.. persuading himself onto believeing that his first love was unforgotten and he could never love someone else.

His phone that was in the back of the pocket rang making him startled as he stood up to take it out of his pocket and sat back again.."h-hello who is it?" He answered in a hoarse voice because of both crying and cold.