Malik - Z.M (Book 1, Malik Series)

34.

Last chapter was anal for those of you who weren't reading properly hahaha. There's like two paragraphs that make it obvious it is anal. I just ....

Oh and little note for this chapter...Things happen for a reason, even if you don't agree with it. There's a reason why. (; remember that.

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Sleep didn't consume me at all.

I was wide awake because I couldn't shake the fact of Zayn admitting something he's been trying to ignore for so long.

Could this change his little plan he has for me?

I hope so because now that we're getting closer to the day of auction, maybe he'll find a way to pull me out of it.

I sigh quietly as I throw my arm out. My temperature is rising because of Zayn.

In his sleeping form, he's pulled me to his body, cuddling me and holding me.

I smile at the thought of all of this but I can't help but still feel hurt about what happen with him and Sabina.

My heart still aches and even though he somewhat admitted his feelings, I still can't help but feel betrayed and hurt.

I may have done a few things with Blake right in front of him, but that was his choice to throw me in like that.

But with Sabina, he forced me to watch. Zayn had a choice to leave. He had a choice not to throw me in, but yet he did.

Maybe he did it in hopes of confirming that he does have feelings for me.

I don't know.

But if I had a choice to go back in a circle filled with people to suck off Blake, I think I'd do it.

I was a whole new person and, the fact that it was Blake, made it a little more comforting I guess.

I close my eyes. I've changed into this person Zayn has made me.

I wouldn't have even thought about doing this in my life time.

I manage to break free from Zayns grasp and shift out of bed.

I grab the silk bathrobe off one of the couches and pull it on as I make my way to the bathrobe.

My face is flushed when I look in the mirror.

The bite Zayn had given me earlier is still red.

I run my hands over it and bite my lip.

Turning the tap on, I splash fool water on my face and sigh quietly to myself as I dry myself.

My head is so swarmed right now.

I really hope Taylor is okay.

I would have done anything for her to get her out of the situation she was in. She was an innocent trying to escape and they did this to her.

Connor punished her right in front of everyone.

I can't shake that away.

It's another thing to add to the bad list of Zayn.

This is so frustrating.

"Hey?"

I frown and look towards the bedroom to see Zayn.

He's shirtless, with his pants hanging low on his hip to reveal a little happy trail as he rubs his eyes.

He yawns slightly as he walks to me and I look down.