Just Breathe (Marina)

Chapter 57

Vivianas POV

Emma had her appointment yesterday and she is cleared for school with no strenuous activities

She still wouldn't talk to the doctors but she is talking to my moms now so that's a plus

She doesn't like talking about that night and moms and I don't want to push her with that so we don't

She's been doing better though, i think it was just the few days after that she still needed time to process everything

She knew her dad was a bad guy and I know deep inside she knew this was going to happen sooner or later

We go to the station everyday with mom and sit in her office, Andy will usually come up when she can and talk with us if mom is busy,

I am so thankful for her though, she's made Emma laugh and smile and Emma has even said a few words to her, nothing major but when ever it is, it's always in Spanish

She also hasn't asked any questions about my scar, I know she always knew I cut, mom told her. I was surprised though when I found out she didn't know the reason behind me in the hospital or anything until recently when everything happened with Emma and I told mom she could tell Andy

So now here we are heading to the station, i have been more accepting of myself, I know the scar will always be a part of me and I can't hide that forever. So I wore a t-shirt today

Giving people the opportunity to see it but I didn't do it for them, I did it for me

Emma's bruises were also starting to fade, they were still there but not near as noticeable

Emma wore black jeans and a light blue crop top today, we both brought sweatshirts incase though

When we got to the station mom already left for a meeting, and she has a bunch of paperwork she said she was going to do in between her workouts

Emma and I have gotten used to the schedule the past week, most of the time we come and go back to sleep once we get here but there are some days we stay up. Like today for some reason

Since mom wasn't in here I was sitting in her chair at her desk and Emma sat in my lap and helped as I did some school work

"You think your moms would let me do online?" She ask

"Probably if they were allowed to, but I don't think it's up to them" I say and she frowns

"Yea probably not, I guess I could just get kicked out of school again" she says

"Emma no," I say and she shrugs

"We'll see" she says and I smile and shake my head knowing it's something she would actually think about doing

I finished my days worth of work and Shut my laptop

"How's your head?" I ask Emma

"It's fine, doesn't hurt" she says and I nod and kiss her cheek since that's all I was really able to do in our position

"I love you" she says and takes hold of both of my hands that I had rested on her stomach and moves them to her chest

"I love you too" I tell her and kiss her cheek again and move my hands back down to her stomach

"Hey! Why did you do that" she pouts and turns around to face me

"My mom can walk in at any minute" I laugh and she frowns

"Good point but still, I want you to touch me" she says and sits in my lap so she was facing me and she leaned against me

"I can't" I tell her and just keep my arms around her