Forbidden | yung blud fanfic

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Our conversation was cut short as Adam came stumbling into the seating area on the bus, he sees me distressed and instantly looks at Dom " what the fuck have you done! " he barks.

Dom hold his hands up in surrender looking almost baffled by Adams actions " wow nothing man she just started getting upset " he was lying through his teeth but I knew he had to, I wish we could just say oh nothing we're having a spat over us seeing one another but we can't.

I look up at Adam through watery eyes " it's nothing and it's not Dom, I'm just tired and hormonal " I shrug, getting up and wiping away my tears. " are you sure lovely? " Adams tone was soft now all his anger has been washed away with my tears.

" yeah I'm actually going to go sleep for a bit, I'll see you both later " I glance at Dom who's looking at me with the most crushed expression on his face, I know he feels helpless right now.

I turn on my heel and hop into my bunker closing the curtain, I stare at the ceiling lost in my thoughts. I was so overwhelmed by my own feelings I physically broke down, I think I'm so distressed because I'm scared Dom doesn't feel the same.

I've already been heartbroken before and out of everyone I lost along the way I miss my old self the most.

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Dom's pov

Selfish, selfish that's what I am, Luna stood before me with her tears cascading down her face because of my selfish words and actions, I just wanted everyone to know she was mine and I can't do that whilst we sneak about behind closed doors.

I wanted to brand her as my own, kiss her when I liked and touch her soft skin when I wanted to but it was selfish of me. I never thought about how it would affect her and Adams relationship or the repercussions of if he found out about us.

Watching her walk away with glossy eyes and sadness in her heart physically killed me, I wanted to push past Adam and hold her close to comfort her and tell her everything is going to be okay. But I know it would cause more harm so I stand there my feet firmly planted on the floor, and watch her walk away.

My attention is brought back to Adam who's looking at me suspiciously " I swear Dom if you've hurt her or gone against my word about not going near her like that I will kill you " his voice was calm but his words are like knifes stabbing me in the heart, a constant reminder of what I can't have.

" I would never hurt her. " I say bluntly throwing my body on the sofa and opening the vodka to take a sip, i wince at the burning feeling in my throat and hold out the bottle to Adam, " Just don't do anything stupid when it comes to Luna, I'll make sure you never see each other again if I ever find out somethings going on " Adam says bluntly, his words hurt me again not because of his threats but the thought of never seeing Luna again caused me physical pain.

Then it hit me oh fuck I'm falling for her...

Adam takes the bottle taking a massive swig, just as I'm lost in my thoughts of Realisation that I've developed feelings for Luna, something I thought I could never do I've been broken so much I thought I would never care for someone like that and it scared me to death.

Oli and Emily came bounding in the bus with drinks and food in their hands, " wow you could cut the tension in here with a knife " Emily says sitting down next to me.

" just reminding Dom of his place " Adam smirks, knowing he's got to me right where he wants me, part of me wants to be selfish and tell him to fuck off, tell him he can't control me or his sister but I can't for her sake I can't.

I swallow my pride and just give Emily a nod before cracking open a beer, " where's Luna? " Oli asked curiously as the bus starts moving again, I don't answer even though he was directing the question to me, " she's resting didn't feel too good " Adam reply's also grabbing a beer.

Emily looks back between me and Oli and Adam kinda confused, I hope for mine and Lu's sake she doesn't say anything and to take the hint from my silence. I stand up and walk out to where the bunkers are closing the door to the sitting area behind me, I pull back the closed to check on Luna.

She's fast asleep her cheeks are perfectly pink and her cherry lips are slightly parted, she looks like a literal Angel that fell from heaven, I stroke her cheek softly so I don't wake her.

What are you doing to me angel, you could ask me to drop everything right now and run away with you and I would. I'd give it all up for you.

I pull my hand away as she starts stirring in her sleep and slowly close the curtain, the door opens behind me and I hold my breath, thinking I've been caught in the act by Adam.

I let out a sigh of relief to see Emily standing there she quickly closes the door so it's just, " is everything okay Dom? " she whispers so no one can hear her.

" I hope so " i look at Luna through the gap of the curtain, " uh boy you've got it bad for her haven't you " Emily smiles at me in awe, " what if she won't like me when she finds out about my past? " I hang my head in shame.

Emily and Oli know about my past not by my choice but because Oli was part of it too he was there to unfortunately experience it with me, and when he told Emily my name came along with it. She's been good not to bring it up to me as she knows it's a part of myself I like to hide from.

" Luna is different give her a chance, for once in your life listen to this " she places her palm over my chest, " when Oli told me I felt closer to him then ever before and I'm sure she'll appreciate the honesty " she removes her hand from my chest and smiles at me.

" better get back in there before Adam accuses me of trying to sleep with you to " I laugh before heading past Emily to the door. I stop just before I open it " Emily, uh thank you ".

She gives me a small smile and nod, I head back into the seating area where Adam and Oli are being rowdy watching football. I take out my air pods place them in to drown out their awful chanting and decide to come up with a plan, I'll show Luna how much she means to me, I'll tell her everything and if she wants to cut off what we have then I'll understand.

I need to do it now before I fall further for her.

AN:
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- H xo