Dom's pov
We've been back in uk two days, two fucking days where I haven't heard or found Luna, I've barely slept, I drink and smoke to numb the pain of letting her down I'm a mess. I've had people trying to find her but nothing, I'm staying in some hotel in Leeds constantly refreshing my message from her on Instagram in hopes to see her reply, I've messaged back so many times.
Oli and Adam have gone out to meet with some people we knew back from the old days of being in the gang to see if this James charter has ever popped up on their radar at all, Adam went back to his house right away and screamed at his parents for letting Luna go, but they refused to tell him where she was once they saw me.
Mary said she was with a good man now who can provide for her, and not some slow life scum like me. I had to leave before I smashed up the place in fits of rage, Adam swore he'd never speak to them again until they gave up her location.
I'm loosing hope as the hours tick by, slowly but surely I feel like I'll never lay my eyes on her beautiful ocean ones again. I wanted to hate Adam for this, for sending Luna away but in his mind she'd just be at home in her room and safe. He never imagined Mary would ship her off happily into the arms of her abusive ex boyfriend, forced into a relationship she didn't want.
I'm terrified for her safety I know Luna told me he was close to hitting her once, and if he even harms a hair on her head I'll kill himself.
I pick up my phone messaging her Instagram again
" please come back to me baby, I'm so sorry I let this happen "
For a moment I swore I saw the 3 little dots pop up but it was my mind playing tricks on me, I throw my phone in anger and pick up the whisky bottle when Adam entered the room with Oli.
" mate you look like shit " Adam said coming over to me, my skin was pale grey, the bag were heavy under my eyes hidden by my smudged eyeliner, my hair was greasy and pushed back and I haven't eaten since yesterday.
Oli comes in and places fast food down on the desk in front of me as a spark up yet another cigarette, " I'm not hungry " I mutter to them looking down at the floor, taking a long drag from my cigarette.
" listen we found out something but I won't tell you until you fucking eat " Oli says opening up the fast food bag and taking out a burger and holding it infront of me.
I stood up forcing Oli to take a step back " NO tell me did you find her! " I yell In his face, " no " Oli didn't even blink as I was nose to nose with him now, unfazed by me screaming at him.
" FUCKING TELL ME " I shove his shoulders becoming aggressive, why would he with hold information about Luna, he's supposed to be my fucking friend.
Oli barely takes a step back with my shove " listen mate when I tell you this you will run out of that door sleep deprived with no food in your system you need to clean the fuck up first " Oli holds out the burger again.
I snatch the burger from his cutches " fucking fine " I bark, opening up the wrapper and taking a bite, Oli sits on the bed infront of me " so we went and spoke to some guys we used to work with in the gang, we asked about this James bloke who we found out his last name is smith " Oli takes a bite of his burger.
I nod my head waiting for him to continue, " well when we asked if anyone has ever heard of him they laughed in our faces because after all this time his dad was the leader of enigma our gang and guess which little fucker has taken over it recently " Oli's face becomes stern and Adam looks down at the floor hopeless.
" what " I finish my food throwing the wrapper to one side " no " I say In disbelief " we were working for that asshole this whole time " I shake my head and run my hands through my hair nervously.
" he can't be he can't be the leader of enigma " I stand up pacing the room knowing getting Luna back was going to be so much more complicated, he's basically off the grid as a leader we never even met him just guys higher up who barked orders at us.
We basically had to go through a whole gang to get her back.
Lunas POV:
it's been three days since I messaged Dom, I hadn't been able to get access to the computer since James locked most of the doors in this house. He's out most of the time with meetings which makes it a bit easier, I asked for my own room I couldn't sleep next to a man I despised, he complied with my request showing just a glimmer of humanity within him.
I spend most of my days doing house work under James's orders, and making dinner for when he gets home around 6. I felt like a 1920's house wife stuck doing all the chores with literally next to no voice or rights.
I've heard nothing from my parents, at least I thought they'd come to visit but I think the second they handed me over to James they knew I was out of their hair for good.
It's 10am and I just finished doing the dishes from breakfast, James told me to go get myself presentable because today we were heading out to buy myself a whole new wardrobe as he said my old clothes were tacky and cheap. Lovely.
I throw up my dark brown hair in a bun leaving two pieces down to frame my face, I have no makeup to use besides my lipgloss which I apply. I'm wearing the black turtle neck dress Mary made me wear at the dinner when I first saw James again.
I walk down the stairs to see James waiting at the door for me, " beautiful" he smiled at me holding his hand out for me to take, at first I look at his hand like it would jump up and bite me.
This is the first time in days he's tried to get any kind of physical attention from me, " Luna " his tone changed and his jaw clenched. I quickly take his cold clammy hand in mine as we walk out the door, I hated him, everything felt so false about us.
To the untrained eye we look like a cute couple, us walking around a shopping centre holding hands and chatting. I was told to behave in public or I'd suffer the consequences when I get home, so here I am fake smiling, clinging on to the arm of a man I despised.
" we need to get you the basics, but we also need a couple of cocktail dresses for my events I hold " he smiles at me. He walks around a posh store I didn't care to look at the name, James started picking out the clothes for me, I just nod and smile when he shows me things like a puppet on some strings.
Everything he chose wasn't my taste at all but it wasn't like I had a choice in this, we walk out of the store walking towards another one and that's when my heart dropped and skipped a beat. Walking towards me was Emily she was typing on her phone and she hadn't seen me yet.
I was hoping, praying and begging for her to see me, and that's when her eyes moved from her phone to mine, she stands there in shock for a moment blinking a couple times like she'd seen a ghost.
" Luna " she called out running towards me, that was until she saw James. Please don't say you know Dom please don't say you know Dom, I pleaded in my head.
" hi " I smile back James looking between us squinting his eyes, " and who's his handsome man " she looks at James holding her hand out " hi I'm Emily, lunas old friend we met on Instagram a while back! " I stopped holding my breath in that moment knowing full well she was covering her own tracks for my benefit.
James face falls into a smile " hi I'm the boyfriend, James " he holds his hand out smiling shaking Emily's hand back. I was absolutely baffled to what was happening, if Dom got my message and Emily is here that means he's here too back in the uk.
" how've you been " Emily turns her attention back to me, I don't answer at first until James wraps his arm around me reminding me to behave. " uh yeah fine thank you " I smile but furrow my brows and signal with my eyes at James in hopes she picks up on my little signals that I'm not okay, I'm fucking being held against my will.
" good glad to hear we'll I won't keep you it's been lovely to see, nice to meet you James! " she smiles and walks away and in that moment I felt my heart break, I know Emily couldn't prize me from James but seeing a part of my old life gave me a glimmer of hope for a second.
" she seems nice " James said walking forward dragging me along with him into a cocktail dress shop. I just hope Emily tells Dom she's seen me, and that I'm not okay and now she knows who I'm with. Please Emily you're my only hope.
AN/ James sucks. Please vote and comment xo
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