Forbidden | yung blud fanfic

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Luna's pov

It was Saturday the day of James famous ball he hosts each month, I was in my separate bedroom sitting on my bed staring at the silk white dress hanging from the wardrobe that James had picked. Since seeing Emily last week I can't help but have a glimmer of hope someone will come soon, but as the minuets, the hours and the days passed still nothing.

I'm beginning to think Dom had moved on, I'm allowed no contact to the outside world besides the TV and all I've seen is his tour is postponed. Doubts begin to flood my mind that he's forgotten about me until I close my eyes and remember our night under the stars together.

The way I knew I loved him after he shared the very depths of his soul to me, the way he looked at me that night I knew he loved me back but he didn't say it. Dom's never been one for love, because he hasn't been shown it before until he found me, our bond is unbreakable and I won't give up on him.

I wipe away my tears and make my way over to my dresser where I begin to apply light makeup, I miss my red streaks in my hair and my grungy makeup paired with fishnets and ripped clothes. James has full control over me here, i have no say in what I eat, drink or how I look.

I protested the first couple of weeks but I quickly learnt the hard way that was going to get me nothing but a bruised eye socket, I've been playing a fake role of being nice to James just so he doesn't hurt me.

I feel like I'm living in a simulation everything is so fake here, from the white marble counter tops, to the smile on my face when James comes home. Thank god he agreed to give me space and time to ' fall in love with him again " so we have separate bedrooms, he only kisses me on the cheek and we hold hands outside these walls to portray the perfect couple.

Each time he holds my hand and dresses me In these white and beige clothes I feel apart of my soul dying, he won't even let me play guitar, he said it's not lady like, In fact for punishment one night where I refused to first hold his hand he smashed up my guitar Infront of me followed by a swift back hand to my face.

So here I am pretending, waiting, not giving up hope that the boy with the flame red hair and emerald green eyes that haunt my dreams every night, will come and save me.

I finish off my look of a simply brown eyeshadow and a nude lip and slick my hair back into a ponytail I walk over to the silk dress and feel down the silky fabric and sigh. I don't feel like myself at all, when I pull on the silk dress that hugs my figure so nicely I don't recognise me, I'm a imposter in my own body but I have to look this way for now. It's only temporary I say to myself before heading out of my room down the white marble stairs where James awaits me.

" ready darling? You look ravishing " he takes my hand kissing the back of it making my skin crawl at the touch of his lips. I smile and thank him putting on my best poker face for the evening as we head out into the car that awaits us.

On the way to the ball James holds my hand and I distract myself by looking out the window, " I have a huge surprise for you tonight my darling, and it's going to be abit of a shock I know but in the end it will be perfect, whatever happens I need you not to react in a bad way or you'll suffer for it later " James smiles whilst tightening his grip on my hand making me wince.

" oh okay " I nod.

Dom's pov:

After Oli got the location to this fuckers event we made a plan, the plan being we need suits to fit in, we also need protection so Oli sorted us out with some guns that we are going to hide. And getting in the place? Oh that's going to be easy Oli knows the guy who's on the door on guard so Oli will enter with Emily, head to the back door and let me in and we blend into the crowds of people.

So that brings us to today...

" stay still Dom or this will get everywhere " Emily says whilst applying hair dye to my hair. " I don't know how me dying my hair brown will make me blend in more " I huff.

" you can't walk in with bright red hair you'll be spotted a mile off mate " Oli hands me a beer, I happily accept. I glance over at the suit on the back of the door hung up, it's plain black nothing fancy nothing like me. But I'm about to be shoved into world that isn't me anymore so I have to look different.

It's for her I tell myself, I'm doing this for her. It's been weeks since I've seen Luna and with each passing moment her being away from me breaks my spirit a little more.

" what's the plan for when we see Luna, I have a feeling James won't let her out of his sight? " Emily asks. " we don't have one but some how will we get her, she's been held there against her will " I huff under my breath as Emily continues to apply the dark brown liquid to my hair.

" why can't we call the police and tell them our friend is being held against her will? " Emily asked confused, " because babe he's a gang leader they have corrupt cops on their side who he pays off " Oli says. Emily knows about this side to me and oli but she knows nothing about the business, how things work but we do. And we know getting Luna back is going to be anything but easy, but I'm willing to do anything to get her back.

AN: hey it's been a while I'm so sorry for the lack of posting I suffer with depression and PTSD so my writing took a hit whilst I stayed in my depression hole.