Forbidden | yung blud fanfic

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Two days later....

Lunas pov:

Being back at home has been torturous, a living nightmare actually. I'm not allowed a phone, to watch tv or have access to anything with internet incase I try contact anyone about Dom or Dom himself.

Mary has been on my back since I got here making me do all the house work saying she's preparing me for a good man, and how I should be a house wife like her I'm sorry Mary but I didn't realise we went back in time?

" Luna come on we have to go shopping none of your clothes are suitable for tonight " Mary storms into my room, I feel like I'm 16 again being shoved around and told what to do. Who would of thought a week ago I was tour with the love of my life, I'll never forgive Adams betrayal, I know I lied to him but beating Dom half to death, and shipping me back off to the uk was a bit extreme.

I had no idea what was happening tonight all I know is Mary wanted me to dress more suitable for our dinner guest tonight she had invited, apparently my current clothes make me look cheap. I will never understand what my dad saw in her, I'm waiting for my last payment to come in then I plan on staying in a hotel or something I can't spend another moment in this house with Mary treating me like a 1940's house wife.

Walking around the shopping centre Mary made me pick out a black turtle neck tight dress to wear for tonight, " I feel like a nun in this, it almost reaches my ankles " I huff walking out of the changing room to show Mary.

" you look like a very respectable young lady, he's going to love you in this " Mary smiles, the first time I've ever seen her smile and look at me.

" who-who's going to love it? " I ask confused, both at why she's smiling at me and who I'm meant to impress tonight.

" you'll see! But go buy the dress and meet me in the car " she walks off with a little bounce in her step, never in my life have I seen her this happy besides when she first met my dad and put on a fake act to win my dad over.

Now he's stuck in a loveless marriage.

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It was the evening now and Mary had been cooking up a storm in the kitchen she had me help her, apparently cooking is a another skill I would need for myself if I wanted to impress a man, I can't help but roll my eyes.

My father however was sat on the couch drinking beer and watching the football, ignoring both me and Mary, Mary got him beers every so often when he finished the last one. This isn't love I'm seeing it's a pointless suffering routine, but Mary thinks women belong at home in the kitchen and men work and we as women have to dote on them.

It was reaching about 6 now and Mary told me to go upstairs to make myself presentable, I was told to wear my hair up as it was classier and to wear minimal makeup as I'll look like a cheap whore if I think I'm wearing red lipstick as she so plainly put it.

I wish I could argue back, I wish I could tell her to shove her outdated morals up herself but I had to bite my tongue and be good, I had too because I needed to be able to access the internet and have a phone again and wait until my next pay comes in.

If I just hold on a little longer, if I just cope a little more then maybe I can get back to Dom. I wonder if he's thinking of me, the thought makes my eyes gloss over.

" get it together Luna, it could be worse " I huff to myself, remembering how Dom told me how he grew up on the streets then basically got forced into drug pushing. Here I am getting upset over living back at home, but at least I have a roof over my head and warm bed to climb into at night.

I walk over to my dressing sitting down my whole body feeling heavy, I push back my tears and start to apply light blush, some mascara and clear lipgloss this seems toned down and natural enough like Mary wanted.

I throw on my dress that basically shows no skin at all, To think I was performing on a stage in a mini skirt and fishnets not too long along. God that seems like a lifetime ago now,yet I've only been back 4 days, but being apart from Dom makes each moment I'm here seems so much longer.

I pull my hair up into a bun leaving two pieces out at the front to curl and frame my face, I don't recognise myself I hate every part of this. I've been stripped back to nothing. Not to mention the second I was home Mary made me dye the red out of my hair so my hair was now back to plain dark brown.

I hated this, I hated her. But I had to remember what I was doing this stupid act for, I was doing it for him, for Dom. God I hope he knows how truly sorry I am for leaving him.

" Luna dear, dinner is ready and your guest is here! " Mary calls up the stairs. I furrow my brows in confusion, did she just call me dear? Well that's new. Also my guest? I thought it was her guest maybe one of my dads old friends why would it be my guest.

I head down stairs holding my breath as I do, feeling nervous for a reason unknown to me.

Going into the kitchen first to see if Mary would like any help, " would you like any help in here or taking anything in? " I ask.

" just grab your wine glass, oh look at you very respectable! " she nods her head in approval and hands me a glass of red wine.

I take a sip of my wine wondering who the guest could be, I heard the door knock earlier when I was getting myself ready but couldn't hear anything after that.

I hear two male voices as I walk to the dining room, my dad was chuckling to whatever the other man said, the voice sounded familiar but I couldn't put my finger on who it was, that was until I turned the corner into the dinning room.

I drop my wine glass, it smashes on the floor at my feet.

" James? " I say in shock.

" hello darling " he smiles back.

AN: happy birthday Dom! Please vote and comment.