When reality changes

11

"we are having the engagement party tomorrow we invited fin and his wife, and other people" kells said. "Well tell magan I said congrats to the both of you, I'll be there to help set up in the morning" I said "ok" kells said

When I got there I helped set up and fin showed up "where's Lillian and Isa?" I asked Isa is with mom and lillian is grabbing something" fin said huggeing me. "so where's this boyfriend of yours?" He asked "hi" rook said catching a knife kells threw to him "stop playing with my good knife" base said taking it "I'll talk to you later, kells congratulations brother, I love you" fin said fist bumping kells then Lillian came in "here" I said takeing it from her "you look amazing" jas said to Lillian "thank you I love your hair" lillian said to jas "come on" slim said pulling me and apparently me, fin, kells, dub, Dre, slim, and Ash are takeing a picture we all held up the east side sine and we all posted it, I noticed a comment as soon as I posted it that said 'Cleveland dosent claim cam' and that just snowballed. I'm gunna ignore it for the party.

"Hey" I said to rook "hey, why don't you go lay down your really drunk" he said

Fin is in town for a couple days so in the morning me, fin and kells desidrd to go get coffee, we all had a bad hangover so no one was talking while we walked there "cameron! kells!" Poparatzzie yelled "congrats on the engagement!" Someone yelled to kells "thank you" he said, I moved to the other side of fin so the lights weren't in my eyes, fin put his arm around my shoulder and kells walked on the other side of fin. When we got to the coffee shop we ordered and sat down "If I see anyone saying 'cam cheating with random guy' I'm going to quit music" I said "he's your brother" kells said "I know that's why" I said "don't quit music, regular jobs are boreing" fin said "I know I don't want to but people are saying Cleveland dosent claim me and shit" I said "it's whatever they are strangers" fin said "but strangers who could ruin her career, if people spread fake shit mare and more people could end up hateing her" kells said "exactly" I said "kells fans haven't left he's an asshole sometimes" fin said "it's different because I'm away from main media" I said "don't worry" fin said "cam sence when did you like coffee?" Kells asked "it's hot coco" I said and he nodded. "So your dateing" fin said "yah" I said "kells if anything happens tell me cause she won't" fin said "ok cause I can't beat the shit out of my drummer" kells said "your dateing him?" fin asked and I nodded "oh" fin said

When we got back to kells everyone was still pasted out "I'm going to bed" I said "ok" kells and fin said at the same time, rook was hunched over the toilet in his bathroom, asleep "come on" I said helping him up and to his bed. I just layed next to him.

I'm working on my album so I got really really bussy and I couldn't talk to rook, I know he wouldn't but my mind got the best of me.

"he's probably Already cheated" I sighed desideing not to call him I just layed in bed all night. I have 3 interviews, I have to be at the studio and a long ass meeting tomorrow, another day with no time to talk to rook, I don't think I can do it, I constantly feel like he is cheating when I don't talk to him for 12 hours, we will probably barely see each cause kells is working on an album soon, if I do brake up with him I'm gunna be crushed too.