When reality changes

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When I got to see casie she hugged me, "you looks sad" she said "no, I'm just not in the best mood babes" I said and she hugged me titer "your the best" I said "Can I go home with you?" She asked "you gotta ask your mom and dad" I said "if your dad says yes" Emma, her mom said so I called kells "can I take your daughter home??" I asked as soon as he picked up "not even a hi to your brother?" He asked "no" I said "sure" he said.

When we got to kells casie ran to kells cause she hasn't seen him in a while. "Have you seen it?" Ash asked "what?" I asked "people are trying to say gold chain is about rook" she said "it's cleerly about fin" I said "I know" ash said

When thanks giveing came along Lillian invited everyone, "she's the best" kells said "so I don't have to cook?" Jas asked.

When we got to Cleveland Isa played with Finley "I want loves" rook said "no" I said rubbing his cheek "we saddly have to leave pretty soon" i said "why?" He asked "to get to your family dinner" I said "ok" he said then my mom texted me as usual but this time it was different. 'i messed up with you cause your Fucking delusional but can I get a chance to make it right with Finley and the new baby?' she asked I didn't respond I didn't even open it. "Mama!" Finley said running to me "what's up?" I asked "Huggies" she said and I hugged her.

When we got to rooks familys dinner rook talked to him dad and I just stood in a corner with sleeping Finley "cam, how are you?" Meagan, his cousin asked "good how are you?" I asked "grate, I heard your pregnant again" she said and I nodded "is Finley happy?" She asked "yah" I said "you seen upset are you ok?" She asked "no" I said "I'm gunna ask rook tootalk to you cause you probably don't trust me" she said "no, I'm fine I just have something on my mind" I said "ok, if rook isever a dick or just bussy you can talk to me" she said and I nodded, when everyone started getting food I sat down with Finley, "you want something?" Rook asked "no I'm still full" I said "ok" he said and I could tell he got more than he wanted "dada" Finley said, that's why "here" he said giveing her a bite "shh" he said "now that everyone has their food let's say grace" rooks grandma said, I'm glad I was in between rook and Cole I don't wanna hold some strangers hand, i grabed Finley's hand and rook grabed her other hand then I grabed Cole hand "thank you got for this amazing family and meal" rooks grandma said "amen" everyone said "who's god?" Finley asked "it's the guy who-" rooks grandma started "no grandma, we are raseing her to believe what she believes, don't tell her who god is from your opinion, you can explain how some people believe in a god" rook said "that's stupid, god is the reason she is here" his grandma said "no cause if god is real or not she's still here because I had sex with cam" rook said "whats sex?" Finley asked "how you gunna get yourself out of that one?" I asked "your gunna let her believe in unicorns?!" His grandma asked "wheat do you mean unicorns are so real" Cole said messing around and Finley laughed at him "rude" he said to her then she stuck her tounge out at him "your kid is a meanie" Cole said "Finley be nice to uncle Cole" I said and she poked him"karma" I said to him "grandma I don't care how you rased dad or how he raised me, our parenting choise is different from yours!" Rook yelled "where you raised werid too?" His grandma asked me "that's a bad question to ask her mom" rooks dad said "yah i was raised werid, bad mom, no dad, christin, not saying your werid for being Christin I just don't believe in god because how did the dead got get a girl pregnant?" I asked "how dare you use those words at the table!!" She yelled "you asked" I asked "smart ass" rooks dad said "mama" Finley said and she looked worryed or scared then she looked at rook "can we just eat and not talk about religion or parenting cause I'm about to leave" he said "don't leave dada" Finley said "baby you and mama would come too" he said and she smiled, dinner was vary tense.

The next couple of weeks I started to show more and rook insisted on us getting a new house so we looked at a couple, I really liked one of them but it was really expensive. "Babe, we arnt broke!" Rook said "I know but it's a lot" I said "were getting it" he said "ok" I said.

By time we fully moved it I was almost due, "5 weeks to put together the rest of the baby room" rook said paniced "don't forget about this baby" I said talking about Finley who just started headstart, she started late. "I could never forget about Finley" he said picking her up and kissing her cheek then I got another message from my mom, everyday sence thanksgiving, I haven't told rook cause he's stressed enough. "Mama I don't want a baby" Finley said "why?" I asked "cause dada" she said hugging rook "baby, i still love you just as much" he said "ok" she said and she played with her toys. "Babe Jaden and cooperare comeing over to help with the baby's room while your at the interview" rook said "ok" I said and they knocked "yay!!" Finley yelled and she ran to them "hey" cooper said squating and she ran behind rook "not again" rook said "the only reason she isn't like this with kells is cause he's her uncle" rook said "good luck she was like that with Jaden for years" I said "she gets it from you, you basically did that with Lilian's brother" rook said "shut the fuck up, at lest I didn't get beat up by him" I said "I would have draged him" rook said "if you guys wernt already haveing another kid you would be now" Jaden said "I seriously would have beat the shit out of him" rook said "what'd he look like?" Cooper asked and rook showed him the picture of everyone at fins wedding "looks like cam could have too" cooper said "now but then she was underwaight, I'm glad she gained weight cause she's heather now" rook said as they walked upstairs.