When reality changes

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"get your ass in the chair" kells said to rook while he held Finley "if you let me hold Finley" rook said "when you sit the fuck down I'll hand her to you" kells said "here" slim said lifting him "I could not do that" I said "wheel your boy" ash said and kells handed Finley to rook "your so cute" rook said to Finley and I started pushing the wheel chair out of his room then Finley stood on his thighs

When we got to the parking lot Ashton randomly yelled and everyone started laughing "I can't wait to get home" rook said as kells and slim lifted him into the car.

When I got home I helped rook back into his chair and handed him Finley, when I got inside I realized that our rooms upstairs "shit" I said "I have to live on the couch" he said "babe we will figure it out" I said "I hate this shit" he said and I messed up his hair "good thing you can't get shorter than this" I said "I hate you" he said "no you don't" I said "we can sleep in the guest room" rook said "just sit down for now" I said helping him on the couch while Finley sat in her walking chair then he grabbed my face with one hand and kissed me "I love you" I said "I love you too" he said

"Her birthday is tomorrow and I can't play with her" rook sighed "it's ok babe" I said "no because I made our wedding be pushed, I can't play with Finley on her first birthday, and I might make kells cancel tour" he said "at lest you can walk" I said "yah it took almost 4 months" he said "litssin the doctor said your wouldn't be able to for much longer you will be ok, your leg is recovering" I said "speeking of walking I'm gunna go get Finley" he said getting out of bed and he brought her back in while she was in a deep sleep "she's so cute" he said rubbing her head and she moved "your wakeing her up" I said "it's ok" he said and he moved her on to his chest "your so pretty" he said to her even though she's asleep "your my baby" he said huggeing her "your amazing" I said with my head on rooks should "I can't believe she's almost one" rook said "tomorrow" I said

When I woke up rook wasn't in bed "babe" I said getting up and he walked in with Finley walking next to him "still really wobbley but getting there" he said and I picked Finley up "you are so strong" I said "she's still in pajamas but kells and them are on their way over and my parents are showing up in 30 minutes" he said

When his family got here Cole played with Finley "I didn't pack lightly" pops said bringing a box in "she's so spoiled" I said "just like you were" kells said "cause you love me" I said and he rolled his eyee

"No baby you can't eat that" rook said takeing his chain out of Finley's mouth "you know if fin was here he would be all over Finley" kells said to me and I nodded

After everyone left rook rocked finley on her rocking hourse that pops got her and I can't tell if she likes it then kells called me "hey" I said "hey cas wants to know if she can spend the night" he said "yah, I'll come get her" I said "ok" he said "I'm going to get cas" I said "ok" rook said

When I picked her up we played music on the way to my place then ash called me so I paused the music "you have 2 interviews back to back tomorrow, one with buzzfeed and a lie detector test with kells" she said "ok" I said

When we got to my house rook was still playing with Finley "can I play with her?" Casie asked "yah be careful" rook said moveing and he watched casie play with Finley for a minute while still on the floor "babe will you help me up?" He asked "yah" I said, he can walk but his leg still hurts when he puts a lot of pressure on it. "Cas geuss what I can almost drum so we are gunna plan tour" rook said "finally, dad said you complain alot" casie said "try liveing with him" I said "your gunna marry him" casie said "don't know when but yes" I said "you should get marryed before tour" casie said "no cause I have to plan the hunnymoon because it's gunna be a suprize" rook said and cas just kept playing with Finley.

Cas wanted to go with me to my interviews and Because her dad is at the second one, but Finley was not gunna wake up so I left her with rook

"What's your deepest secret?" The first interviewer asked I slept with the whole cheer team in highschool, they all had boyfriends" I said "we need more highschool story's" they said "I would but I have my neice with me and her dad might be mad" I said "oh ok, well when are you releaseing another album?" They asked "probably not soon, because I'm working on a couple songs and I'm helping plan for est fest, yes it's happening this year, and rook is going on tour with kells because he proved the doctors wrong" I said "he did, they said like a year" casie said staying out of frame because she knows her dad wouldn't want her to be in frame "they did but it might have been our daughter saying her first word that pushed him to get out of the hospital" I said "is he a good dad?" They asked and casie just nodded agressively "casie get in here" I said and she stood next to me "I know your dad might be mad so if any of you say anything mean or that her, I, or her dad don't like I will hunt you down, she's my girl, but yes rook is an amazing dad" I said "can we hear story's about rook and your daughter?" They asked "the one yesterday" casie said "oh yah yesterday was her birthday and he was glued to her, and she tryed to eat his chains" I said "and braids" casie said "yah" I saidthen casie walked off frame "are you close with casie?" They asked "hell yeah always have been, always will be,no matter how many kids I have,casie, Harlowe, Ashton, and Isa will always be just as important to me as they where when they where born" I said