When reality changes

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When tour started again I was so excited but also scared because those firsts that I did with fin are going to be firsts without him.

"Kells is gunna love you guys, just remember be extra nice to him, he needs it today" I said then I walked off stage "was that worth the panic attack?" Kells asked and I nodded huggeing him "it's alright" he said huggeing me back, then I sat next to rook he was zoned out "you gotta go on soon" I said "oh thank you" he said and he kissed me "you ok?" He asked and I nodded, it feels werid that fin isn't just a call away,

After the show we went to a club I stayed with rook cause I lost everyone elce. "Let's dance" rook said "no" I said and he kissed me "please" he said "fine" I said, I don't really dance, I know how to slow dance that's it.

When we got back to the buss we all smoked and just our luck the cops knocked on the buss door "pops is on his way" drunk kells yelled, I opened the door and it was a cop I used to get in truble with a lot "you again" he said and I nodded "many things, your illagaly parked, you reek of weed and this door dosent seem good for the road" he said "what are you gunna do?" I asked "I need to serch everyone that is on the buss he said, again just my luck I'm the only one with weed on me cause everyone else lost or smoked theirs "will I get arrested if I give it to you?" I asked and he nodded "I don't got shit then" I said "you really want me to pat you down?" He asked "here" I said giveing it to him "what is happening?" Jas asked "I don't want him to pat me down" I said "I would have found it anyways" he said cuffing me then pops pulled in "what is it this time?" He asked me and I pointed my head tord the bag of my weed on the ground "you just gave it up?" He asked "I don't want to be patted down" I said "you will just in case" the officer said and he started with my legs then pops went in the buss

ROOKS POV

"Pop!" I yelled "shh" he said eating weed out of a bag from his pocket "what the hell" slim said "look outside" pops said and cam is being pat down "again?" Dre said "I'll get baill money, we are using her bank account this time" ash said, pops ate all the weed we have on the buss and Dre ate the Rochs "how the hell" I said and Dre shrugged "we have to search" the cop said, and they found nothing because pop ate it all. "Can we have cam back?" Kells asked "no coslon she had weed on her" the cop said "just cause you where in love with her dosent mean you have to punish us" kells said "I was not in love with her she was a minor" the cop said "whatever" kells said "what?" I asked "oh that cop would always bust cam doing shit and kells said it's cause he's in love with her" slim said and I nodded "your girlfriend is a bad influence" pops said laughing "oh yah this is the first time you are seeing her as my girlfriend" I said "I've always seen her as that" he said

When we got cam back pops was picking on her "hey at lest your son didn't get arrested" she said "your a criminal" pops laughed "yah" she said and I leaned against her "jp I'm going to get your step mom and Cole then follow you guys around" pops said "ok" I said "jp" cam said pokeing me "that's not my name" I said "yes it is" she said.

CAMS POV

"I'm so in love with you hunny!" I shouted "and tell me everything is gunna be alright" I said skip like 3 lines "slow the fuck down" kells said, he has a major hang over "no" I said jumping around "who gave her coffee?" Rook asked barely awake "I don't know jp" I said anoying him "stop it" he said "nope" I said still jumping "stop jumping" Dre said holding my sholders

When we got to the venue I was still so energetic I don't know why "whoah" I yelled jumping around "stop" rook said grabbing my face "no" I said and my hand is shakeing then he kissed me "oo" I said and he laughed "cute" pops said "that's grose" cole, rooks step brother said "your just mad I got a girlfriend" rook said letting go of my face "you should marry her" rooks step mom said to him "you take your energy and go play in the rain" ash said "not alone" I said "kells go with her" ash said "why my head hurts" he complained and I pulled him outside and i ran around "your acting like a kid" kells said "yah don't tell anyone put instead of takeing 4 Advil for my hangover I acdently like too cafeen pills" I said "your only supposed to take 1" kells said and I nodded "your gunna crash hard" he said and I jumped on his back "oh fuck you" he said, he was dry and I'm soked we went inside and rook was talking to his family "you should hug your boyfriend" kells said and I ran and hugged rook "Should have seen this comeing" he said huggeing me back "I'm gunna hug dre" I said and when I found Dre he knew what I was doing "no" he said holding my phone over a cup of water "don't drop it" I said "then don't hug me" he said "ok" I said and he put my phone down "jas!" I yelled and I hugged her while she wasn't playing attention "you bitch" she said and I smiled, I got a towel and I started frezzing "I'm freezing" I said sitting next to rook "it is cold in here" his step mom said, I just sat there as they talked "I heard you got arrested" Cole said and I nodded "kells is a bad influence" I said "pops ate the weed" kells said walking by "really?" Cole asked pops and he nodded, I held rooks hand and messed with his hand "are the whereing off?" Kells asked and I flipped him off, yes they are, I'm exhausted. "You still have a set later" kells said and I nodded then someone called him "mom?" He said confused and he walked away "I'll be back" I said and I followed kells, I stood next to him as he was on the phone "yah you can come to the show" he said "ok, I'll be out there" he said and he just looked at me as he hung up "she's coming to a show?" I asked and he nodded "be nice" he said "I will" I said, kells used to talk a lot of shit about his mom, I never knew her but she put him in so much pain when she left and even later in life too. Kells didn't go tell everyone his mom is comeing he just went back to what he was doing "what was that about?" Rook asked "it's kells job to tell you" I said and he nodded.