When reality changes

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"so your dateing mgks drummer?" She asked "yah" I said "is he a good boyfriend?" She asked "yah" I said "did you write about him in your book?" She asked "yah, but not in the way you'd think" I said "what do you mean?" She asked "I hated him then" I said "oh" she said and I nodded "how did things change?" She asked "well after I was done with his shit, I was yelling at him and after I threatened throw my boot at his head he asked if we could start over and I agreed, then sence our manager made us share a room we started to like eachother" I said "oo, tell us about your book" she said "well every person in my life has a chapter and there is story's about them in those chapter and after that there's like 15 more chapters on how I became famous, it talks about when I met kells all the way till before I went on tour with him" I said

When I got done I went to kells place and base was cooking then rook hugged me and he kissed my sholder "stop it" I said "why?" He asked "because I have your sliva on me now" I said

"Can I please goon tour?" I asked ash "no" she said "why?" I asked "because your book is comeing out soon" she said "I don't care, put it out now" I said "you have 10 interview I have to push up now" she said "please" I said "fine, but no complaining" she said "I won't" I said and I hugged her "thank you" I said "no problem, I wanted you to go too" she said

someone knocked on the door while I was in the bathroom, when I got out it was a box of kells new merch "here" kells said throwing me a hoodie "thank you" I said "it's rooks I just knew you'd steel oh it" he said "hey" rook said "don't worry princess I got you one too" kells said giveing rook abother hoodie, "it's so cute" I said "Megan thought of it" kells said, Megan is filming a movie in new york.

"It was so good" I said to base and I hugged him, he is the best cook. "Cas mom is picking you up soon" kells said to her

When Emma picked cas up we all smoked then me and kells got a call at the same time we both picked up and mine was a bot but I lissined "finly Asher Allan died on February 2nd 2019" the sentence that broke me "I'm going home" I said holding everything in "no your not" kells said almost crying, "bye" I said to everyone as I opened the door ignoreing kells, I love kells And i wanna be there for him but I can't right now.

When I got home i started crying, why'd he have to die so young? Why wasn't it me? He didn't deserve this, he has a daughter and a wife and our mom, and a best friend, and his little sister who all still needed him, at lest I did, he was there for my first show, my first album party, he came to my first interview with me, he came to my first sold out show, he came to my first arena show, he came to my first festival show, he was there when I was born, when my dad wasn't, he practically raised me and I love him. Then Lillian called me "I know this is a lot to ask after what happened but do you think you could come to Cleveland for a few days cause Isa wants fin and your the closest I can get" she said "ill get a plane right now" I said "thank you" she said and I hung up then I called kells and he was crying "your comeing to Cleveland with me" I said "when?" He asked still crying "next flight there is in 3 hours" I said buying the tickets.

When I picked up kells we both knew neather of us where ok but we also knew that we will be ok. "It will be alright cam" he said and I nodded "why are we going to Cleveland?" He asked "lillian said Isa wants fin and I'm the closest she can get and even though you just seen casie you should talk to her" I said "I already called her and told her im not going anywhere anytime soon" he said. When we got on the plane we just sat there in pain.