When reality changes

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"let's party!" Halsey yelled as we got on the tour buss, jas, ash, lane, Oliver and Asher are comeing with me on tour, Halsey what is the opening act and her band is also comeing, Nate, Lindsey and ravey are comeing too, Nate is her drummer, Lindsey is her gutrist, ravey is her panioist. Oliver is my painoist, Lane is my gutrist and Asher is my drummer.

"Please the downfall of us all is so easy" Asher said to Nate "no its not my leg goes numb" Nate said and they kept fighting ravey was flirting with Oliver and Lindsey was talking to lane.

When we got to Wyoming we went straight to a bar "girl dance" lane said "I'm not in the mood" I said "ok be careful" she said and I just sat at the bar "hello" I heard a British guy say "hey" I said "what is a beautiful girl like you doing sitting alone?" He asked "getting drunk" I said "why do that alone?" He asked "cause I'm an asshole who dosent have the hart to brake someone's hart a second time" I said "maybe your just careing" he said "no, I dumped him and broke 2 harts at the same time" I said drinking my beer "just talk to him then" he said "no, cause he's the first person I've actually loved and I broke his hart" I said

When we got back to the buss they all talked but I just went to my bunk, I miss rook, I really do it's too late to try to fix things though.

Every bar we went to was the same I just sat there.

"Cleveland!!!" I yelled comeing on stage "this show is a big one for me, I grew up always comeing here for shows, I used to work here too, and now I'm selling out this venue, so are you guys ready?" I asked and the crowd yelled then someone threw a lighter at me and I seen kells in the pit, I put it in lanes pocket cause I don't have any and after my set, fin and Isa next to kells "meet me backstage" I said to them and I got the lighter back from lane and it was the one kells threw at me during my first arena show. "Auntie!" Isa yelled running to me I picked her up "cas was at her grandparents and you know them but she told me to facetime her" kells said and handed me the phone "hi" I said "congratulations" she said "thank you cas i love you" I said "I love you too I gotta go to bed" she said "goodnight" I said handing it back to kells "also did you brake into my house?" I asked kells and he nodded "grate" I said and Isa was drooling on my solder "congrats sis, I gotta get her to bed" fin said huggeing me and takeing Isa. "I'm staying till you leave" kells said and I hugged him "so what happened with rook?" He asked "fuck off" I said "neather of you have talked about the other, why'd you dump him?" He asked "because! I fucking love him" I said trying not to cry "now I'm gunna change" I said going to my dressing room "what do you mean you love him, you dumped him" kells said outside the door "boy leave her alone" jas said "she has her reasons on why she did it, let her have a fun night" ask said and I started crying "fuck" I sighed.

When I got home from tour I didn't talk to anyone I just went home and went to bed.

"Kells I don't want to" I said "you have to talk to him, he's been in a slump" kells said "tell Him I'm sorry but I can't talk to him right now" I said

I desided to text rook and tell him I still love him. Then he called me "hello" I said "do you mean it?" He asked "yah, I mean it rook" I said "then why'd you dump me?" He asked "because we never seen each and I had a feeling you where cheating" I said and he hung up, 30 minutes later he walked into my house "this is werid" I said then he kissed me "what the fuck?" I said and he sat infront of me on my coffee table "rook" I sighed "I love you too and you should know that of we where together I could never cheat" he said "I know" I said "please just give us another shot" he said "ok" I said nodding