When reality changes

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Rook didn't tell me where we are going untill we got on the plane, me by the window, Finley in the middle and rook on the outside.

I can't believe we are going to Venice Italy, rook is the best.

When we got to the hotel just out of Venice it was really dark outside and Finley was asleep, she has been sence the airport. "Your so cute" I said putting Finley in the portable crib we brought.

After the trip everything felt werid, I dont have to be scared about our wedding anymore, I just had to love my husband and daughter, the first one was werid, "your my husband" I said "yah, your my wifey" he said smileing "I love you" I said "I love you too" he said "DADA!" Finley yelled "yes princess?" He asked walking to her room I just sat there.

"You are so pretty" I heard him say to finley.

ROOKS POV

"babe, come here" I said and cam sat next to me and looked at me "I love you so much" I said and she looked confused "that's all babe" I said and I hugged her and kissed her cheek "I love you too" she said and I rubbed her back as she layed agenst me, "babe, are you ok?" I asked but I realize she was asleep, she hasn't been sleeping well, between worrying about what the media thinks, and Finley she's been up most nights, I wish she didn't have to get up for Finley but I never wake up to Finley crying.

When cam woke up the next day she was vary cuddley "cuddle me" she said and I wraped my arm around her.

Kells took Finley for the night cause casie wanted to see her, I think I know what cam wants, "babe, just tell me" I said grabbing her ass "now what's the fun in that?" She asked smileing at me "getting what you want" I said "nah" she said "it worked!" I said as she walked away after realizing what she was doing "you can't do that to me" I said and she laughed, then I followed her "your mean" I said and she smiled "we should have another baby" I said "maybe" she said "oh my god please for the love of god at lest give me a hand job" I said and she couldn't stop laughing "I'm not joking" I said "I know" she said, she agreed much much more than just a hand job.

CAMS POV

"You know sometimes your werid" I said "I told you about that" he said "I know, I love you" I said and he smiled.

"No no no you can't do that" rook said takeing Finley away from his drumset "I'll get you your own princess, but don't mess with daddy's" he said and she started to cry "ok ok we can make a deal, if I let you play with my side snare that will be good until I buy you your own" he said and she stared at him with a Shakey lip "here" he said takeing a drum off it's stand and setting it in front of her and she smiled.

There is a viral video going around of me and kells makeing werid faces and smileing at eachother from way before him and Megan got together and people were saying shit like 'he looks happyer than he ever had with megan' it's bullshit because it's a different kind of happyniss, because we have a siblings bond they have a romantic bond.

"Mama!!" Finley yes "yes?" I asked "icecreem!!" She yelled "it's 11am" I said and she nodded "just because dada isn't heredosent mean you can have icecreem for breakfast" I said and she pouted and ran behind the couch. When rook got back she was so cuddly with him "Finley can I have cuddles?" I asked her and she shook her head no "ok" I said.

The next morning she climbed out of her crib and banged on mine and rooks door "Finley, baby, you know how to open the door" I said "oh" she said and I heard she was crying then she walked in she grabed my hand and put my hand on her cheek "what's wrong?" I asked wipeing her tears and she lifted her arms up cause she wanted to be on the bed so I lifted her up and put her in between me and rook then she cuddled me "Huggies!" She said and I cuddled her, when she fell asleep I just looked at jp "you messed her up when she said no to you yesterday" rook said "I didn't do anything" I said "I know I just didn't know how to say it, she didn't like makeing you sad" he said and I kissed her head. I cuddled her untill she woke up and she seemed sad "what's wrong?" I asked "I Huggies dada and I say no but you sad" she said "hey you don't never ever have to give someone a hug, highfive anything what you don't want to, that's why I didn't make you give me hugs yesterday, because you didn't want to" I said "but you sad" she said "so? That's my problem, if I'm ever sad, you do not need to hug me if you don't want to, you don't need to hug dada if you don't want to, we just want you happy" I said "and if anyone makes you hug them I will take care of it" rook said "trust me he will, he has done it for me" I said still have a mark from it, if you or mama feel werid cause of being someone I am not ok with that person" rook said to her "baf?" She asked wanting a bath