When reality changes

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Finley loved rooks aunt buffy and pops "she's so precious" rooks aunt buffy said "when we brought her home from the hospital she wouldn't eat and she only cryed then rook knocked on the table thinking and she stoped crying" I said "she's definitely his daughter" she said.

We went to Cleveland so my family could meet her, really only Isa and lillian. "She's adorable" Lillian said "she gets it from her mom" rook said "your dateing a flirt" Lillian said "only for her" rook said "auntie" Isa yelled and Finley started crying, I hugged Isa while rook got Finley to stop crying "small belly" she said "yah cause the baby came out" I said "where?" She asked and I lifted her so she could see Finley "I find it incredibly sweet you named her Finley" Lillian said

That was a month ago, Finley is 2 months old now. Rook is the best dad, "just a little baby" rook said watching her in her crib "I may say I love you more to your mama but your my favorite girl ever" he said to her and he didn't notice me watching him "uncle kells and everyone is makeing us comeing over later because they can't stand to be away from you" he said and I still just stood there "you and mama are so special to me" he said to her "and your special to us" I said "holy shit, don't scare me like that" he said "I love you" I said "I love you too" he said.

Before we left I put her in a onesie that says 'my fingers may be small but I already have my uncle's wrapped around one' "you really do" rook said holding her and she smiled "aww" I said "she's adorable" rook said

When we got there Dre, slim, and kells where all over her "her shirt is vary true" dub said "Dre wants a baby but I don't want to be pregnant" jas said "adopt" I said "maybe" she said "you have a Kelly Clarkson interview later" ash said "ok" I said "I'm definitely her favorite uncle" slim said "no I am" kells said "stop fighting over the baby" casie said and she sat next to me "she is adorable though" she said "yah, I remember when you where that small, you had sone lungs girl" I said and she laughed "you really did" ash said "wanna see the first picture took in the hospital when you where born?" I asked an I showed her the picture of me, her, kells and fin "aw" she said.

"so you have a baby now" kells Clarkson said "yah" I said"what's her name?" She asked "Finley" I said "that's adorable, how is it haveing a kid, I have two and I love hearing other peoples experience" she said "she's only 2 months old but I love her so much, and I've seen a whole new side to rook" I said "so when are you getting back to music?" She asked "I have music ready to release, it's an album but my thinking is that if I go on tour eather rook will be alone with her for at lest a month and I don't want to do that to him and I don't want to leave her for that long, but I feel like tour would be to heatic for a baby" I said "this is just input but you could plan the release so she's older then the tour she would possibly be 1 by then" she said "that would be better, im going to talk to my manager about that" I said "dose she like being sung to?" She asked "no, what she dose like is the sound of knocking on something" I said "her dad is a drummer" she said "yah, we have so much clothes that says stuff like 'daddys future drumming buddy' we have some that says grandpa too because rooks dad is also a drummer" I said "I seen the posts from like a month ago with her in a onesie that says Ohio and it's adorable" she said "yah, me and rook are both from Ohio and we all hold down for Ohio, even though she won't be from ohio, we are and it was her first trip to Ohio, we went to Toledo and Cleveland that trip" I said "have you and rook been thinking about marige?" She asked "I don't know if he has but I haven't, im not saying if he asked that it would be a no I just haven't thought about it" I said "you said that someday you would, on stage that one time" she said "yah because I love him enough too I never really think about getting marryed to anyone, not even when I swore that the grose kid I liked in Middle school was going to ask me out and we would fall in love I'm glad we didn't" I said "I think that was the most relatable sentence I've heard" she said and I laughed your song fyab what dose that mean?" She asked "I can't say that name or elce I'll get a lawsuit, but when me and kells proformed it before it was out, we said 'fuck you' then a name that's what it means but it was made vary cleer that if I say his name again infront of that many people I will get a lawsuit" I said "that song is vary strong, and sad, I cryed litssining to it, I imagined going threw what you and your family did I called my brother right after" she said "that's a song that I didn't care if it got popularity I just needed to put it out there, to help me" I said "the part where it says 'no wasn't in his vocabulary, it probably was when the gun was pointed at him' is an amazing line but if you can relate to that song it hurts" she said "yah when people litssined to it I realized that what it did to me happens to others, it help you not old it in, because when I got off stage I finally realized that he wasn't comeing back and people kept telling me he's in my hart but I can't call my hart, fyab got number 1 and I couldn't call the guy who helped me get to where I am, it hurts" I said "I am extremely sorry for you and everyone who was effected by him because from videos he seemed like an amazing sole" she said "he was, if he was here when I had my daughter he would he wrapped around her tiney finger along with her other uncles" I said