When reality changes

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After a while I missed 2 periods,for me missing 1 isn't a big deal but 2 scared me. "I don't want to" I said "take it" Megan said "I hate tests" I said "I will make you piss on that stick" jas said, rook is working with someone right now so he's not home. "I don't want to" I complained "just fucking take it" ash said "fine" I said and I just stood there after I took it

"You guys fucking jinxed us" I said "positive?" Megan asked "yes" I said "are you happy?" Ash asked "yah but that means I can't smoke" I said "nope not for 9 months" jas said "as soon as it's out of me I'm smokeing" I said and ash nodded "how you gunna tell rook?" Jas asked and I shrugged "you think he'll be excited?" Megan asked "yah, he loved kids" I said I floped on to the bed then I heard the front door open "babe!" He yelled as he came upstairs "what?" I asked then he walked in and seen, me, ash, Megan, and jas on the bed "hey" he said to them "come here I have a present" I said to him "your trash?" He asked "just hold your hand out" I said "close your eyes" I said and I put the test in his hand "really?" He asked and I nodded "yay" he said "this is anti climatic" Megan said "I know i expected him to cry" jas said "I'm not that emotional" rook said "you are though" ash said.

After I told everyone things felt normal, I am working like normal so far "when's the doctor appointment?" Rook asked "Tomorrow" I said "am I going?" He asked "if you want" i said and he nodded.

The apoment was boreing the just said it's healthly and things to expect with pregnancy. "Are you sending that picture to everyone in my contacts?" I asked while driveing home "yah" he said

Kells and everyone came over again and it was a fun time "baby?" Ashton asked pointing at my stumach and I nodded "werid" he said, well tryed to say. "Hey sis" kells said sitting next to me "hey" I said "are you alright?" He asked "yah just bored" I said "ok" he said "and scared" I said "why?" he asked "about haveing a kid" I said "hey you got, me, ash, dub, Lillian, you got many people to help" he said "I know but dosent mean I'm not scared" I said "you still have 7 months" he said "yah" I said

When we got home Jaden called rook "he's in the shower" I said awncering it "oh alright, can you ask him if he wants to go bowling, actually you wanna go too?" He asked "sure" I said "rook you wanna go bowling with Jaden?" I asked "yah!" Rook yelled from the shower "he wants to go" I said to jaden "sick I'll be there in 15" he said hanging up, Jaden's nice, him and rook get along well.

"What was that dude" rook said to Jaden "I could do better" I said "you take my next turn then" Jaden said "ok" I said and rook went "your turn babe" rook said and I got a strike, "your welcome" I said to Jaden, rook still ended up winning. "Explain that if your so good" rook said "I could beat both of you" I said "let's go then" rook said "ok" I said "oo it's going down" Jaden said and rook guttered the first one

I won. "Ok you win" rook said "beat by your girlfriend" Jaden said to rook "yah, she's good-" he started "don't even make that joke" I said "how did you know I was gunna said your not only good at bowling" he asked "because your predictable" I said "that's cute" Jaden said "what?" I asked "that you knew what he was gunna say" Jaden said "I've head that joke thousands of times about his whores" I said "yah not the highlight of my life" he said "it's alright you hated me" I said "why?" Jaden asked "because she had a boyfriend" rook said

When we got home it was like midnight but I remembered I have a house tour interview thing tomorrow And i have to cleen "babe go to bed" rook said "no" I said and he took the stuff out of my hands "you need sleep" he said and he hugged me "I have to cleen" I said "let me cleen, your pregnant" he said "no" I said, after like 10 minutes I agreed to let him help me so it was done faster.

When the camera person got here I started showing them around, I started with outside. "This is my car" I said then I walked around the side of the house to the backyard "there's no grass" I laughed "this is rooks bike, that he technically can't ride but he dose" I said "and this is his drumset, one of them" I said "there's like 2 more inside" I said. That's really all that's outside. "This I the kitchen" I said as we walked inside "and liveing room" I said "an x box that only gets used when dub comes over" I said, "down this hallway, is supposed to bed bedrooms and a bathroom but it's really a bathroom and geust room and all the stuff we didn't wanna part with" I said opening the door and imthe rooms full of stuff "the sine me and kells stole on my 16th birthday" I said "the bathroom is just a normal bathroom" I said

"Now for the fun stuff" I said going upstairs "this room is going to be a baby room" I said opening a door to a empty bedroom. "This is another spare room" I said pointing at a door "this is another normal bathroom" I said opening a door "now my bedroom" I said "hold on" I said and I looked into the bedroom, rook is laying on the bed "this is my lovely boyfriend" I said "I'm gunna go outside" rook said getting up and walking out of the room "this is our bed" I said "this is one of his other drunsets" I said pointing at rooks drumset in the corner "and that's his 3rd one but it's not set up" I said pointing at rooks dismantled drumset "this is my nightstand with all my lighters in it, and a old phone that broke while playing closer by the Chainsmokers and Halsey so if I changed it that's all it dose" I said "this is our bathroom" I said opening the door "that's really all, it's not a fansey house" I said

After they left I clapsed on the couch and rook laughed "don't laugh at me" I said and he kissed me "your beautiful" he said "you are" I said "so when can we make the baby's room?" He asked "I don't know" I said "now?" He asked I'm not even showing yet" I said "the doctor said you'll start showing in about a week so then?" He asked "sure" I said "yes, I'm makeing kells shop with us because he would hate it" he said "he would" I said