DEVOTION | L. FORGER

CHAPTER 14

I wake up to the feeling of an enormous hand around my tit. My eyes flutter open trying to adjust to the light in the room. I stretch my body letting out a moan trying to get up, only to get pulled back into bed.

"I have to pee, let me go Loid"

"No" he mumbles. His morning voice all raspy and hot.

"Did you sleep well?" I ask him, running a hand through his messy hair.

He hums, pulling me closer to him as he snuggles into my neck, his hand finding its way back to my boob.

"I like your tits very much"

"Really? Couldn't tell"

Loid grabs my sides tickling me, "Stop it-Oh my God-Loid" I laugh.

It felt good, finally waking up to someone, getting held in a warm embrace, feeling safe and sound. Loid stops tickling me and gets very serious.

"What's wrong?"

"Can I ask you something Y/n?"

"Yeah what?"

"You don't have to answer if you don't want to, but, I've never seen or heard about your mother before?"

I stiffen. Honestly, I was not expecting a question like this. It's not that I didn't want to tell him, It was rather how was I supposed to tell him?

"Well um, my mom left me and my father when I was about six years old. She started seeing this guy, and my father found out they had an affair. Things didn't exactly end very well for them, and she ended up leaving us"

"Do you blame your father for this?"

"No not really, me and my father were very close at some point believe it or not, but he never seemed to have time for us, he was always busy with work and although he tried to make time for us, sometimes it just wasn't enough. One night I heard my parents fighting and the next minute she packed her stuff and left. It hurt me so much to see she just left, my father started getting more engaged in work, and somehow our bond just severed"

"I am sure she loved you very much Y/n"

"I used to think the same, but no calls, letters, meet, nothing. Sometimes when I see my father, I feel like he was hurting more than anyone. And I so badly wish I could've helped him but sadly I couldn't. I can't help but think I failed as a daughter"

I suddenly get pulled into a warm embrace. Loid slowly runs a hand on the back of my head cooing sweet words into my ear.

"I don't think you're a bad daughter. I feel like you've suffered equally as much as anyone here. I am sure of it, your mother loved and still loves you dearly, even though everything has changed"

"Thank you Loid" I place a small kiss on his lips which is gentle and loving.

"Come let's go shower"

Loid grabs my hand, pulls me out of bed, and drags us to the washroom.

We stand under the warm shower, as Loid rubs the soap lather on my back leaving small kisses on my neck. I grab his shampoo rubbing it into his hair, making it into a huge spike pointing upwards. I laugh as he bites my neck playfully pulling me closer to him. Finally, after goofing around a little, we make our way down to his kitchen to grab a bite to eat.

I am dressed in nothing but a shirt of his as we start cooking breakfast.

"You are a really good cook, how did you learn how to cook?" I ask.

"I taught myself actually"

"That's nice, did you find it easy?"

"At first no, but honestly I got the hang of it later. Do you know how to cook?"