Faith's POV
I'm soso so guilty. I tried. I tried telling Louis. But he makes it so hard. Oh god that made things worse.
*phone rings*
"Hello.?" I answered. "Yep, its Harry. Ha-" "Harry what do you want.?" I said with a shaky voice. "Babe why is your voice shaky.?" Louis said. "Oh I um.. Nothing.. Harry I gotta go. Talk later.? Bye." I couldn't talk to Harry. I just cheated on boyfriend - with his best friend.!! I'm shameful. "Ookay.." He said raising his eye brows. "Okay.. Bye." Harry spoke up then hung up. The worse part about this all... Is I liked Harry in bed. He was amazing. Louis is too but I mean Harry.? He's got new moves. Good ones too. "Baby I love you." Louis said. "Love you more." My guil says other wise tho. Louis started kissing me on my neck. I moaned. One thing let to another and next thing you know... "MMM...HARR...." I stopped moaning and open my eyes widely. "Hair.?" Louis pulled out. "Pull... Pull my hair.. I mean.." I said worry filled. Louis entered again and we finished. This is going to be soreness over soreness.
*next morning.*
I woke up so so so sore. I was still sore when Louis did me. But I feel worse because I've deserved all the words and names all the boys use to call or say to me. I feel terrible. Guilt wise, and phisicly. I'm the worse person. I want to tell him but.. I'm scared he'll leave me.
*day dream*
"Louis, I'm soso so sorry.!!" I stood in shame as Louis through things. "NO YOU AREN'T.. WHY.? WHY.? WHY DO IT.? FAITH I LOVED YOU.!! YOU'RE A DIRTY SKANK.!! I HATE YOU.!!" I started crying. My heart shattered when he said those last three words. The love of my life, hates me. I started crying harder. "Louis, I was -" "iDGAF, YOU CHEATED.!! HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF I DID WHST YOU DID TO ME.?! HOW WOULD UOU FEEL.?! YOU'D WANNA THROUGH EVER SINGLE GLASS AT MY FACE.!!" He said, tears running down his face. "Louis, bab-" "don't.. Don't. Call me that. I don't love you anymore." "Faith." I heard from somewhere. "Faith... Faith.......FAITH.!!" Louis took me out of my day dream. "Yes I'm sorry. Yes Louis.?" "Baby, are you okay.?" Him calling me baby brakes my heart. "Louis.?" "Yes, babe. I'm here." "Forever.?" "What.?" "Promise me you'll never leave me on my own.? That we'll always be on each others sides.?" My eyes watered. " i Promise baby."
