why not me...

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it was me once.
but it doesn't seem to be anymore.

but darling what did I do wrong...
why isn't it my body you crave any longer?
or just me itself.

what made you run darling,
or rather...
slowly walk away.

why not me darling?
why not?

was it my body that you stopped craving?

realizing it's not good enough?

was it that you found another girl?

one better than me?

I would only like to be noticed and loved by you.
but you don't seem to like the idea of it do you?

and sure,
there is a part of me that wants to scream so many fucking words at you,
craving the answer to what I did wrong.

the answer to why you no longer seem to want me.

darling just tell me...

why not me?

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